Thursday, December 13, 2007

Colin Firth

I have NO idea what that is all about. But, i was working for Colin, house sitting while he was on an overseas shoot or something. Funny, he kept coming back before he was leaving to check on things. I was suspicious. Sexy... i don't know what it is about him. He had two cats, one of which hated me, one loved me.

In the house was a huge crystal globe, with some kind of scene in it. Don't remember exactly what was inside. Antique so i think it was a cherub of some kind. it was 2ft in diameter or bigger. (And there was this incredible crystal snow globe type thing. It was surrounded by a patina-ed brass ring with knobs that you used to rotate it. It was shielded in the back by a deep blue enameled brass sheet, curved to fit the globe. Star scene. Inside the globe was a scene representing some kind of village, but all I could focus on was the figurine in the middle. Not a cherub really but a winged creature, and childlike.) Then he left. As he walked outside, I watched him go. As I watched out the window, a movie started running. He and I were in a movie together. We had children, and there was some costuming. And we were kissing. Lovely.

I really should write these things first off in the morning.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Old boyfriend, mudslide and drugs

Man. dreams are so weird. I only remember part of this dream. An old boyfriend of mine was hanging out with me. He had drugs with him that he spilled all over the kitchen floor, I kept thinking, my parents are coming, or someone important, and I had to clean that up! I was trying to save some of it and realized I was obsessing over nothing.

Then he and I went to his place because we got some kind of warning that one of his horses was in trouble. So we took off to his house. I got worried because his wife was going to be there, and didn't want her to be upset he was hanging out with me! She arrives on a moped, and the dogs come running. Everything turns out to be ok. We had some serious negotions with someone, and there was a huge mudslide underneath their home.

I woke up feeling cold and confused.

edit: i realized something this morning, that I dreamt about oprah over and over again before I moved to SB. I wonder if that was some kind of premonition that I would be living in Santa Barbara?

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

someone new

In my dream, someone new had found me. And wanted to be with me, all the time. It was a very nice communication that we had. Someone with blonde hair blue eyes, younger than me. He was kind, and energetic. Mentally compatible, laughed easily, and fit perfectly with me. I hope he is close by. I could use a reprieve from the land of the dominant overpowering male ego. He washed my cares away. I love dreams like that.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Time with you

I was at a house with relatives and friends. You showed up at the front door. I was so happy to see you. I was trying to get out of the house to have a walk and talk to you. We were hugging and kissing. The usual stare down was happening. I finally got someone to watch the little guy and we were headed out the door. As we walked down the street someone was following us. We were being shadowed by someone. They said, I don't want to see you two make a mistake. WE both said in unison, we are FRIENDS! And got frustrated. We ended our walk, and you left. I went inside to find out about my son.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

kidnapped

Ok. I was out on a date with a man, and my son was along with us. He seemed like a nice person, but I was watching the time while we were driving. He drove us around for almost two hours. I said, where the h*ll are we going? Just then I noticed out the window of the car, we were in the country on a dirt road, and I panicked. I said, pull over the car right now. He wouldn't. He was going slow enough for me to jump out of the van we were driving in, but my son was left in the car. The man didn't stop. He kept going. I was a mess about what was going to happen to my child.

I walked a bit further down the road and found myself at a cabin. There were all kinds of people in this cabin. A wife and her husband, who was suffering some kind of shell shock. A little girl, and a few others. I seemed to connect with this shell shocked man. He didn't say much and was kind of out of it most of the time. Mumbling and making wild gestures. He took me outside and I discovered all kinds of animals that could talk to me. Interesting they were all excited to see me for some reason. Nice animal love. LOL.

Then I went back inside and was asking these people all kinds of questions. Seemed that they too had been kidnapped by the man, and left at the cabin. I asked why they didn't leave or find a way to get out. There was all kinds of food, and drinks. I asked how they got there. NO one seemed to know, and they had been there for some time. I managed to convince the little girl that it was time for us to take a walk and find something or someone, and get everyone out of there. So we did. As soon as we made it halfway down the road, a few cars pulled up to save us, and my son was in one of them. We were rescued.

The next part of my dream, I was at a resort of some kind, and I was with all kinds of beautiful people. I was a clothes designer, and I was making dresses. There was a dark haired man there, (again) and he was with someone else. I was taking some outfits and mixing others with it together. I don't remember the outcome of the dream.

but I do remember that complex series of buildings and the people the man had left behind there. Some kind of collection, like dolls or something. I remember braided rugs, antiques that looked like they hadn't been cleaned in years. Different cabins that were much smaller and all were furnished.

in the hills. green grass. dark trees like it had just rained or was winter. but it wasn't cold out.

Monday, November 19, 2007

The Dark Haired Man

The past couple of nights there has been a dark haired man in my dreams. Interesting enough, I woke up on Saturday went about my business, thinking all the while I had an actual conversation with him in life. I don't know who he is, and I can't seem to get a clear picture of his face in my mind. I do know that we had wonderful conversation where we both were at ease and interested in talking long hours.

Last night I dreamt about a piece that I am working on for my sisters winery. (In my mind I am sure that she was up fretting about it and worried me from the distance to make sure I understood her angst.) The dark haired man was there again as well. He is very reassuring. I like him. After I had gone through the presentation of my piece (in my dream) I got a phone call. It was from a woman that my ex recently met. She was asking me all kinds of questions about him. I will be interested to talk to him to find out if some of the things I saw in my dream are mannerisms or descriptive of her. She is a foreigner, with dark curly hair. She had been in the states for sometime, and had no determinable accent. She asked me about his honesty and character. I was vague. In my mind I was thinking that is something she has to find out on her own. I will not darken her image of him with my experience.

Wonder where the dark haired man is? Will I meet him soon?

Monday, November 5, 2007

Crazy Dreams

The wacky dreams are back. I had some seriously wild ones on Saturday night. There was a theater troupe involved. We were at some ones house, it was Fall. I remember everyone coming in costume for a party, but it wasn't a Halloween party. I remember looking at all the art in the room, wondering if I had done it. The man I had met that night was there. He was dressed up in some really strange costume and was being very covert. It made me very upset. Even when I wandered away from the "party of actors" this person followed me. I was looking for brass or something to create art supplies. Also searching for photo opportunities. And he was stalking me.

weird. listen to your gut was the only thing I could think of.

Friday, November 2, 2007

Shoes

Last night I remember a little about many different pairs of shoes. I was at a party, and i had a choice. Throughout the night, I tried on different types of shoes. I can remember at the end of the dream not being able to find the match to one of the shoes I was wearing. And feeling really upset about that.

My interpretation? The shoe is a metaphor for my life. I am trying different kinds of things right now, and not to count so much on counting on each one to fit perfectly, but to appreciate it for what it offers.

sound right to you?

I know one pair of shoes I am trying on right now, is going to take me on an interesting journey.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

yea dreams are back

Last night, I had vivid dreams again. about fire pits, and swimming downstreams... sweet.

More to come!

Friday, October 26, 2007

At our Pace

We were somewhere out in the country driving around. It was fall. The leaves were changing. We had finally gotten together. You had a convertible. We were alone driving around taking pictures. I was looking for a babysitter and found one. We had a full extra day to kiss, smile, hold hands and enjoy the world. Together. Alone and happy. We were laughing and being silly.

i am so smiling right now. so very smiling.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Mary Ann

A friend of mine from college. I was driving through the country with friends. (all this is kind of paraphrased as I am remembering bits and pieces). I was in the car with some other friends, in the back seat. There was a friend in the front seat that was turning green. We had to pull over so he could get sick in the gutter. I started noticing gutters. The sidewalks were covered in leaves and there were store fronts. Don't know what kind. As we took off once more we came down a country road to my friend Mary Ann's house. She invited us for a visit. It was a very cute country colonial house. Inside were braided rugs, and bay windows. She was eating something, i said to her I am hungry. She said, lets make some Mac & Cheese. I said okay. She pulled out this Big wooden bowl with a long stick attached. Poured in the ingredients. I said, you cant cook on a gas stove with a wooden bowl. She said, Just do it. In the attempt to cook this Mac & cheese, I spilled half of it out. Then when attempting to put it back in I noticed that there was a black plate on the counter. Put it over the flame as so the wood wouldn't get burned.

It was an afternoon of random things, TV watching, book reading, catching up. Then we left to go to the local pub.

I slept really well.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Flashes

I am just having flashes of last nights dreams on top of a parking lot outdoors... looking at a clear blue sky. Had a way too late Saturday night. So was really bleary on Sunday, and sunday night.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Stones and Skinny

I always seem to remember the final scenes in the movie.. no i mean my dreams. giggle.

I had been at the park with some friends, beautiful lush park I remember seeing this beautiful man and talking to him. Briefly. Philosophically.

Then I was at home, upstairs, waiting for a room mate/mother figure to come home. I was living in a house with two (maybe three) people. The house was cluttered with paper and books. All kinds of my writing, all kinds of writing every where. I had been asleep. When I woke up, another person was there, can't remember much about that person. But they were telling me this beautiful man had left me a stone sculpture on my kitchen table. I remember thinking about the man in the park, and that he had left it there for me. So. We were discussing that, and various other things, when I heard the other room mate come in. I disliked this woman immensely. She was bitchy and self centered. She purposely destroyed things. As soon as I heard her come in, i knew that she would destroy my sculpture before I could get a picture of it. I yelled down to her, don't move that until I have a chance to photograph it. I jumped up and grabbed my camera. As i was coming down the stairs I noticed all kinds of books, and spiral notebooks with poetry all over them. I was having a difficult time getting down the stairs. She was bitching about how messy the place was, and that the sculpture was a bunch of "dirty rocks" on her table. As i finally made it to the point on the stair where I could see it, she was there about to knock it over. I said, no, she looked at me and knocked it down. I said Thats IT... And i proceeded to beat the shit out of this skinny pushy woman. Telling her over and over again, how mean she was, and self centered. And that I could break her scrawny bones in a heartbeat. Once she was good and complacent, I decided to go for a walk. Ease up a bit.

When I went outside, I was somewhere else. I want to say England. Architecturally. I was walking and ran into the man who I had met earlier, and we continued our chat. I thanked him for his present, told him my story, he didn't laugh. Just smiled and said something kind. Then I noticed we were humming the same song. We laughed. I kept thinking how mysterious and alluring he was. That no matter if anything happened between us, he would not be someone to stay in my life for any amount of time. Then we embraced and it felt like we were one person. I remember him saying to another that was there with us, if you keep whistling, then your man will come too. She started practicing whistling and we all laughed together.

And of course we continued to kiss and entwine, but nothing too heavy, because you always wake up when the good parts come... dangit.

the end.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Pearls and Sand

Shoot. I hate forgetting my dreams... here is part.

Walked up to the beach to hang out with some friends. Beautiful Day. (having a flash of a solarium right now, but don't know how that relates, maybe in the hotel/resort I was at). Sun is shining I lay out my towel with my friends. Take a walk down the beach, and run into a casual acquaintance. I ask her how she is, we go into this discussion about her life. How she was a bad girl at one point and how things are turning around because that is what she wants, and is trying to do. I notice she is wearing pearls. I think this is strange, seeing as she is at the beach. Then I walk away, back towards my friends. As I get there I notice that the water is starting to get more turbulent, waves are picking up. Then my new friend wearing the pearls walks by. I say something casual, like good seeing you again. Where are you off too? She starts into this scenario about how this man from her past has her under his power (lack a better way to describe it). That she has to meet him at a bar. For some reason I decide to go with her to this place.

We walk into the bar/lounge. The walls have mirrors, black leather booths, red carpet, red velvet curtains drape one wall. Everyone is getting up to greet us, saying hello. Then, This man walks out from behind the curtain saying rude and hateful things to her. Then his eyes turn red, and he becomes a wolf. Growling, looking like he is going to devour her. He continues to say things to her, and she says to me, you better go now. So I leave.

(pretty david lynch if you ask me.)

sighs. I slept really good last night despite all that craziness.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Costco & Dad

I don't remember all the details... I had a very hectic morning..

I remember groceries, my father being drunk, and driving a van. More this afternoon, I am sure it will come back to me.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Cousin and Boy

Last night I dreamt about a cousin of mine. I have never dreamt of this girl in my entire life. She was a clothing designer in NY for many years. Now she lives in California.

This part of the dream, she and I were shopping. Going from store to store. I was looking at something architectural to take to our art class we were going to. She chose something antique, and animal like. I was looking for something less complicated. As we went outside, we met up with some other people. She had a little boy standing next to her. People started picking on this little kid. Hitting him, ripping off his clothes, all the while this kid was smiling. I was furious and trying to get these people to stop. She had sat down or something, not feeling well. When I went over to this little boy who at the time was laying in the street, his eyes were closed shut with what looked like silly putty, or strands of skin. You could see them halfway open, and i was trying to clear them off, but he was smiling all the while. No bruises or anything damaged on him. I was still so angry at whomever was beating up on this child, but couldn't find who was doing it.

Then he was gone, and the dream went somewhere else. Dreams are weird. I found out this morning that my cousin, the one that I dreamt about was in the ER with complications due to her pregnancy. She doesn't know the sex yet. Wanna bet its a boy? :wink:

Monday, October 8, 2007

Aliens and the Surf

So I can only ever remember parts of dreams when I write them after I get to work. The two elements I remember from last nights dreams were going to the beach with a friend and some aliens that looked like jelly fish.

I was going to the beach with a friend. When we finally got there, the part of the beach we decided to stop at was surrounded by huge boulders. the surfers were having to weave around them... it was almost like walking through a cavern in order to get to the sand, but, it wasn't a carved out cave. More like the rocks were stacked upon each other. I lost my friend, and was looking around for her, while I was enjoying watching the surf, and listening to it. The water was a lovely clear green, and it was a pleasant day. I found her and we headed back to the resort we must have been visiting/staying at.

When we got there, it was crowded. And I kept going back to our rooms, only to find other people occupying them. The other people were there for a conference. I wandered off to find food, and something to occupy my time. I went to the restaurant, but they seemed to be closed. I started to help myself, and they put me to work. After that was over, I went to the game room, and was looking for the virtual games. There were quite a few, but all occupied.

I finally got back to my room, and at the end of the room was another door. I went through that door, and there were these people sitting on a dock by the water, saying, the aliens are going to get us. It was dark and stormy day. No rain, but dark dark clouds. There was only two aliens at the beginning. They looked like clear jellyfish. Then they started coming after us and multiplied. We discovered that if we poked holes in the dock with a wooden stake their legs would get trapped in there, they would be immobilized. We started pounding in the stakes, and they were traveling towards us, and the holes were catching their legs... And they were done! We escaped across a bridge, in a car, and that is the last thing I remember.

Friday, October 5, 2007

Movie Baseball

I dreamt of a park I was there with the little one, he was having fun. There was water and mud involved. I remember not wanting him to get in the mud, as he was going somewhere else after this. So was I. I was sitting on the bench talking to some friends, and making some new ones. We were discussing a movie that I was going to see with a friend. They heartily approved of this film. They were older people, content happy couples, and I felt at ease with them.

There were some embarrassing moments in the bathroom with the little man, but we made it past that. I was dressed up and you were in your play clothes. We left in a bus to meet up with our next rendezvous.

For some reason all of the sudden I was at the theatre with some friends, they were looking over my outfit, and decided I needed a bit of changing before I met my "friend". I had on a cream colored outfit, that got changed to black. And I had a cute little hat to wear with it. (a hat at the movies? I don't think so). I found my friend, and we had to make a pit stop at this point. When I go out he was gone, I couldn't find him. I wandered around the theater looking for the one that was playing our movie. Rode all kinds of nifty elevators and escalators... but didn't find the movie. Lost my wallet once, then found it. Lost my shoe once, then found it. Got to the place I thought the movie was playing, and walked in to find a seat. Still no friend. It was fairly empty, so i was scoping out a good location, when I realized there wasn't any movie screen. Then all of the sudden I was out doors at a baseball game! Everyone there was complaining because they too had come to see the movie, and we had been scammed into watching the baseball game.

I got up to go... And that is where the dream ended. a night game. oh well.

I also dreamt about a friend, but that is a more personal matter. :giggles:

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Losing my job

I dreamt last night that I had lost my job. And I wasn't really too upset about that. I just kind of took it in stride.

But thankfully I had this wonderful shower area that was outside, and all these lovely flowers were growing. And it was sunny, and I felt content when I wrapped myself up in the big fluffy white towel when I was done.

sighs. I hope I keep my job for a while.

Monday, October 1, 2007

Trial by Fire

Last night i kept dreaming about this cartoon pig. He was in and out of each segment, and at one point he was being blasted by fire. He screamed, Fried Pork, as his skin was blackening and falling off. He never died.

Then the scene after that we were standing inline for buffet... I wish I had more time to write these things out.

more to come... pass the sweet and sour sauce.

Friday, September 28, 2007

Party

Last night was a party with friends. I lived in a really nice old house. A big yard. Lots of rooms, but we never went inside.

I had run into a group of friends at a bar. For some reason we were all dressed up in "costumes" of sort. Nothing themed, but everyone had on their particular dress. There were old velvet couches and chairs scattered about. A nondescript band was playing in the background. We hadn't seen each other in a long time. We were laughing and drinking. There was movement like a dance between us, interacting and yet not. We would wander off to do our movements, in speaking with others, but then we would congregate back on the red velvet couch to share, and giggle. Yes mostly women, I would say two men joined us, but they seemed to be an extension of someone else and not an actual member of our clan.

I remember taking our party back to my house, and laying in the yard looking up at the stars. We passed out there, and woke up to the sound of the men rummaging through the trash. I remembered we had quite a few beer cans empty sitting by the side of the road, offered them to the men, plus some of the beers we hadn't consumed.

I know there was a lot more detail to that dream. I may have to include in my new regime a half hour in the morning to write out these wonderful stories. late.

Monday, September 24, 2007

Parking Lot

I am always dreaming about parking lots! Last night, it was one where we were playing a game. I wish I would have written that one down early this morning...

It was a good feeling dream.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Elton John

What is with me and all the celebrity dreams? I mean, I dream about celebrities almost every night. I think that is just weird.

Last night, no acception. I was working a concert for someone, backstage, and all these people were coming and going. I don't remember exactly what my role was for being there, but, there I was. It wasn't an Elton John concert. He showed up in his 70's outfits, and was dancing and singing. I got into dancing with him. We were having fun.

I wish I could remember more of it. but I was looking rather stunning. :ha;

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Now

I can't remember much of it. I saw a baby though. The dreams were pleasant and I slept through the night. I needed it.

back on schedule.

Monday, September 17, 2007

All NIght

I had nightmares. And I woke up very couple of hours. NOw I am exhausted. I think today is going to be a very long one.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

for fifteen minutes

I fell asleep. I was driving. My sister all of the sudden was in the car, and she got out, while the car was moving. I had to figure out how to get out of a car, going down a hill and get in the drivers seat to drive the car.

When Idid that, i got around the corner, and parked the car. Was talking on the phone for a minute, then someone approached the car, and I got paranoid, and drove off. Came around the corner and bumped another car, sending it spinning down the road. It was like a slow motion wreck. I woke myself up from this 15 min nap.

Now I can't go back to sleep. sighs. more tomorrow.

Monday, September 10, 2007

they really flowed

this weekend, I can't remember any of it today. nada.

will keep you posted.

Friday, September 7, 2007

Accidental Tourist

Ok. I had wandered to a place as a tourist. It was a society of people, I was there to help with some kind of repairs. Of course I can't remember what the repairs were about. I was with a team, but I was the only woman. For some reason I got separated from the others, and that is always when it gets weird right?

This was a semi religious community. The women were subservient. They had chores to do, and were a valid part of the society. But they were subjected to some seriously degrading things as well, that I won't go into here. I remember having to come up with excuses for why I didn't have to participate in these activities. I came across a few of the men that found this kind of treatment appalling, and were trying to figure out how to change things. In a particular scene, I remember one of the men spilling some of the water, and when another of these men walked by, he sank into the carpet and was stuck. That was a particularly strong image.

I am having a hard time remembering the rest of it. I woke up thinking, there is something wrong with me. Why do I feel so singled out and put upon? Geez...

Something is probably going to happen today that will bring this into a more clear focus for me. I really hope so.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

clarity

Last night I was in that place between waking and sleep. and I was seeing underwater images as clear as if they were on TV. Most of the time my dreams are fuzzy, like I am seeing without my glasses. I remember thinking, look how clear this is!

Too bad it wasn't about lottery numbers or buried treasure. But If i could capture images that well, i wouldn't have to worry about money.

more to come.

Friday, August 31, 2007

Filming Water

I had a dream that I was in my house, and had a group of friends over. We were planning a trip to a theme park, and everyone was there. I was trying to round some things up before leaving the house, because the maids were coming to clean. Nice Mediterranean home, furnished, and everyone was having drinks. The maids showed up and were two spanish girls that were very friendly. And they were giggling and tellin me what needed to be done. Before we left they were already turning up the stereo, and dancing around with brooms.

We were leaving to go to the beach or park, and I was talking to someone that filming the event. We were laughing and enjoying each other getting along fine, but for some reason, I couldn't talk to him further because of another friend. Then there was another film maker. He and I were talking about the technical aspects of what we were going to film.

We get to the water park, and one of my friends is shunning me. Like she is totally embarrased by me. I am confused as to why this is happening. And then everyone else wanders off and isn't talking to me. Weird midgets appear again, and then I woke up.

man. I had a really bad feeling about this when I woke up. someone in my life is not being honest with me. And its affecting the people around it. I also think there is some kind of bad feeling I have about some of my friends. One in particular. She is not the person I thought she was. But that is not my problem, my problem is that it is hurting my feelings. I am letting it hurt my feelings.

dreams are weird.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Garden

I was having this really nice dream about people and developing some ideas, going places. But at the end of the dream, there was a man that had some experiments he wanted to show me. And some things buried in the garden that he was trying to get rid of.

So we were standing there and he digs up this vile with a bug in it. I was kicking around in the dirt, and a millipede crawled out of the test tube, and it started climbing under my big toe. I was shaking and shaking to get it off, but I couldn't. Then I woke myself up out of fear. Unfortunately that was the last vision and I couldn't remember the good parts of this dream.

stupid head. what am i thinking about? Am I ruining my chances by stirring up some dirt?

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Will Farrell's wedding

Last night i dreamt i was at a wedding. Turned out it was Will Farrell's. Wasn't a huge explosive event, something small at a quaint club in the mountains. Anyway, lots of people I don't know. Not anyone famous, but a good cast.

I wasn't actually a bridesmaid or anything, but it seems I was friends with them. ended up spending the night. At one point in the evening, I was sleeping by the window. I see this flashlight, and a man. I wasn't afraid, because he was humming/singing. I knew it was the recent groom. He started saying my name. I opened the window, and let him in. He was trying to flirt with me, but mostly he was being goofy... well cuz he is will F. after all. I said, what are you doing here? He said, I realized that I don't want to be married, after watching you all day at the reception. I said, tough shit! and laughed. WE had a long talk, and then another party ensued.

A big banquet, where everyone was dressed up. We were all going to sing karoke. There were so many beautiful talented people there, i was afraid to get up and sing... but I was determined. Woman in chains kept coming to my mind, and also chain of fools. My turn didn't come, and I woke up.

there was a lot more to this, but the dream is fading.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Sex Dreams

I had a long night of various sexual activities last night. All with strangers. Sorry men who know me, it was all random. A young man for sure was interested, but you know how that goes, you are always moving through dreams at their pace. I remember sand, sun, and lots of water. And a kind set of lips and arms caressing me. As i did in return.

sure didn't want to wake up today. nope.

Monday, August 13, 2007

Grandparents

I had a dream about my son and his grandparents. I dreamt that they were visiting and my son was talking to them while I held him. It was a nice dream.

Soon, they will be here, and he will feel settled.

Friday, August 3, 2007

Riverboat

I dreamt of being in a house by the river. I was visiting someone I think someone I was romantically involved with. As I looked out into the river, my phone rang. It was a friend, and he was crying. I thought it was someone else at first, and got confused. Then once he started describing what was going on, I realized it was B. We had a long conversation about how he was being hurt by someone, and I was telling him what I thought about it. How he had made this choice in a moment of weakness, bought the facade full on, and he had to separate himself from it. He kept on crying. I said, do you need me to come and see you? No he said. I will deal with it. I said OK. And then we talked a bit more.

After that I was at a manufacturing plant on this river watching people work in the warehouse area. They said, we have a problem, and then one of the workers, who of course was a midget (cuz no dream is complete without a midget-giggles) dove into the river. She swam a specific distance, and then her supervisor, who was timing her with a stopwatch, said see? Our timing is all off. Then I looked up. Across the river was a huge amusement park. Going towards it was a paddle boat. I said "Let's get on the boat and go for a ride. Its been too long since I have been on a paddle boat. And we can go have fun." No one wanted to come along. But I waited anyway. I was going with or without them.

then I woke up. sadly. I hope that B is ok.

Friday, July 27, 2007

Celebrities and Ice

Shopping in the mall searching for evening gowns. Was sitting in some show, kind of like Oprah's, then I realized it was being held in a consignment shop. I knew the owner, and said this is going to be a good day for you. Walked out into the mall, and went past the makeup counter. I kept thinking I needed to have some base on my face. So my makeup pad in hand I proceeded to do that amidst all the other cosmetic sales girls putting on their makeup.

I went to stand in line to purchase something, and there was a man in front of me dressed up like a woman. It was Robert Downey Jr. I told him, that is one lousy disguise. He said I know. He was there with another celeb I cant remember and Eddy Money. I ended up talking to them for a minute. They were acting up, messing with people, I paid for my items and left. Touching up again at the make-up counter as I left.

Out into the mall I ran into an old friend, and his girlfriend I was holding a heart book marker, that was an origami paper chain on the inside, and two silver hearts on the outside. He said, I remember that heart, I always liked that. I debated upon giving it to him, and ultimately decided to do that. Saying, return this to me the next time we meet. I regretted that decision. (this is good to remember right here)

Then, I went back home to the house I had recently bought, and my neighbor came over commenting on what a great deal I had made. For some reason after that things became chaotic, and this person was killing off rodents with some strange kind of poison gun, and I was concerned because he had gone kind of crazy... I had to take away the gun for risk of being shot at with it myself.

after that, there was some kind of encounter with ice and cars being frozen... not to clear on that picture. sighs... I slept really well last night.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Stalker and Cher

So in part of this dream I was impersonating Cher, I can't imagine that as I look NOTHING like her. I was having to sit in a chair and sing Cher songs for this guy. Then I kept getting calls on my phone from this kid, and you could hear him jacking off in the background. blech. He kept saying I am leaving on a ship with the marines, and I won't be back for a while. I was saying, we just met. He was insistant. I kept hanging up.

Then there was a race i was trying to finish and a rat that was trying to keep me from winning. All in all too surreal to continue. I slept incredibly well though last night.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Camera

I was out sightseeing with some friends. I have to say I go to the most wonderful places in my dreams. I am happy about that because in the real world, I don't travel too far.

I was in a big city, lots of moutains... Then I had my camera, and taking pictures of friends, and the camera started acting up and wouldn't take pictures. As i came up over the hill I saw an amazing set of ruins on the other side of the mountain. Thankfully my camera started working again.

There was a lot of stuff going on in the dream that I don't remember. I remember being really sad and frustrated about my camera.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Water and Wallet

Was headed to San Francisco, and was crossing a bridge. Had to open my wallet to pay for something, and it fell off the railing of the bridge, into the ocean. I thought, well, I have to go and get it! Looked over the edge, and I saw it there in the water. The water was very clear. A kind gentlemen was watching this happen and offered to go in and get it for me, but the wallet washed up on its own.

I thanked the man, gave him my phone number walked up to the pier and was looking for something to eat. then I woke up.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Sunshine and Rain

Last Night i dreamt I lived in a tree house. I had taken a long road trip too. Been on the freeway a lot in the last few weeks. This time I was working somewhere, selling licquor or something alcohol related. On my way back home, I made a wrong turn and had to turn around. When I did, I grabbed a yellow rose, thinking, I would love to plant this in my garden. As I entered the freeway it blew out of my hand,and across the road. I managed to grasp it as I was going by. and made it home with just the foliage and not the flower.

When I got home, I drove up to my place, and it was a tree house! (I was kind of excited to see that) It had started raining, but it was still sunny at the same time. I was preparing to go and see a concert. I can't remember who it was, but I do remember having to take of my contacts as my eyes were killing me. Then I was getting ready, and my house turned into a bar/licquor store. And I was discussing things with people entering the establishment, while getting ready for this show.

I have not been drinking. My last drink was a glass of wine on Saturday.

Monday, July 9, 2007

A resort

I was at a beach resort, meeting some friends. I ran into a man that was trying to seduce me. The water was warm, the weather was perfect, and we were lusting for each other. We decided to go to the room and make love... He kept asking me questions about someone I was involved with. I said, that we weren't serious. I remember that he was all I wanted. He was crying to me about our situation, I was all he wanted. We ended up going back out to the water, to enjoy some sunshine, and then others came up looking for us. I was thinking, how much I wished I was single, because this other man was my soul mate, not the man I was with. And we were attempting to touch in front of these people while no one was looking.

I must be in dire straights. Because I am not involved physically with anyone right now. sighs.

Monday, July 2, 2007

my vitamins

I dreamt about my vitamins. I have no idea why that is, but I did. And i still forgot to take them this morning.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

The dock

More water last night. its a guaranteed element in my dreams, in one form or another. This time it was water surrounding a warehouse. We were moving things as the building was becoming condemned. We were rescuing things from the water. and smiling.

but the water was muddy. I don't have a real grasp on the entire dream, but this was most of what was going on.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

A Party

People had stopped by my apartment to look at something, we ended up having a party in the yard. Everyone was running around outdoors, and for some reason I didn't have anything on at first. Then someone showed up that I spoke with online, and I wanted to be dressed right, but couldn't find anything to wear. I kept looking for the right music, and the person I wanted to talk to left the party.

I ended up sitting near the box, changing the CD's, and talking to this couple of guys that were making out. They were also doing drawings. Someone came up to talk to them about their art. He was telling them about a book we were submitting this art to. I didn't see his face after he walked up behind me. While he was behind me I asked him if I could participate. He said let me see your art. As he leaned over my shoulder, he said, this is wonderful. Then he kissed me on the shoulder. I was surprised. I said, thank you, hesitating, but kissed him on the cheek. Then of course as dreams go, the sexual tension took over, and it was a slow, kind and passionate exchange of kisses. I backed off saying, i didn't expect that. He said, me either, but I want to do it again.

Then I walked away with a promise to make out with this man again. And woke up. rats.

Monday, June 25, 2007

The Nuns

I dreamt about the nuns that I took a picture of at the beach. I was on a street with different things going on, but they were swimming in the ocean. I also dreamt of my friend CiCi and she was selling breakfasts to people. A friend had come to see me and I was showing them around SB... when I had to stop. He left on the concord, and left me a ticket to follow him at some other time. There was mayhem in the streets. Someone's house had caught fire, and the homeless were sitting out in front yelling prophecies to the people walking by. I kept searching for a restroom, but couldn't find one.

This dream was so disjointed and full of weird elements that I don't really have any grasp as to what was going on. But, I do remember the nuns. they were swimming in the ocean, and they asked me to join them.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Feet

I dreamt about my feet the other night. As I looked at the bottom of my feet, the calluses were cut off in some places and really thick in others. I thought to myself, why did I do that? Now i should go and get some of this excess skin off my feet.

I was disturbed, and my feet hurt. Again, don't remember much else about it but that. Now all i can think about is a pedicure. :giggles:

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

A Postcard from You

I didn't sleep well last night. I saw your face in a crowd and you were trying to talk to me. I couldn't hear what you were saying. Then there was script that came onto the front of this picture and the scene became a postcard. I was reading what you were saying. You were calling out to me and I couldn't hear you. And I couldn't reach you, you were fading. I became sad and tormented.

This dream woke me up with a sense of dread. I wish I could rid myself of images from sleep. This one kept me awake for some time. Mind talk in the middle of the night blows. ;-(

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Auditorium & Disaster

It started in an auditorium where I was watching a performance of friends in a play. I sat next to a man who looked like cuba gooding jr. He was a bit off. Not retarded, but not mentally sound. We talked briefly, then as I was walking home, he rode past me on his bike. He mumbled something to me, and I said to him, goodnight, nice talking to you. He got scared and shut his door. I said, oh no you didn't! I knocked on his door, and said, you didn't say goodnight. Then he apologized and invited me in. It was an interesting menagerie in his home. At the base of his home was a huge aquarium with all kinds of fish. There was a heater. He got all panicked because the number was not at 4. And he said, it has to be 4. (and he kept repeating himself in a manic state). Then the fish all came to the side of the glass where we were standing, saying, four, it must be four. then they kept saying, four, four, four, four, until the number went up to four, then they all got silent, and moved back to the tank. He continued to show me around his home, the next room was like a tower, and leading up to the top were all kinds of steps, kind of escher like. White. Clean. Plastic. And there were small bottles of shampoo, lotion, plants, candles, etc. on the stairs. It was very sunny out at this point, and I remember climbing them and feeling good.

After that I left his home and started walking towards my car. I saw all kinds of people standing in the street. There had been some kind of fire in the building next to my car (it was a restaurant). the cars on the side of the building where i was parked were covered in Ash! They could not be moved. I heard them all talking and realized that we weren't able to move our cars. But as I turned the corner, mine wasn't there! I saw the owner on the intercom talking about the cars. He started a reading off a list saying, if you own this car, please come and talk to me. Mine was on the list. As i went to talk to him, he disappeared, and the restaurant closed.

Then I woke up. I hope that there isn't an earthquake at four today, and my car goes missing. yikes.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I am not dreaming this week.

or at least I don't remember them. more to come.

(or should I say, not while i sleep. having daydreams though)

Sunday, June 10, 2007

range rover

I was traveling with a friend in his range rover. he drove it into the water. I remember feeling so anxious. we were under murkey water and I was saying to him, get us out of here. and so he did.

all i can remember.

Thursday, June 7, 2007

oh the horror.

Do you remember that line from apocolypse now? yea. Last night was pretty much a horror for sleeping. not going back there in detail. There was shrieking and skeletons. Faces fading into blackness. The entire process of melting into fear and hatred. and Fear. did i mention that?

Turns on "No Bad News" by Patty G to pull up the boot straps and accomplish the work she needs to do today! I need to get nasty and beat back this demon shit. What is that for? I am not afraid of you scary monsters... go back from whence you came... *opens the lid and shines the light inside". Take that!

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Mermaid

There was a storm in the house I was staying at, Part of the roof was torn off in the wind. I left and went to stay in a temporary place, an apartment that was smaller than my own. My upstairs neighbor was a red head. He worked in a blood bank. I went with him to give blood, and they tested me, but I couldn't give. Then I remember having to tie my work boots before I left but none of the laces matched up. spent a good amount of time on that one.

Then for some reason I was back in the 1940's working out of our family restaurant/gift shop at Coney Island. I had seen a bus full of black people come by earlier, down the pier. We had gotten a huge box of frozen/fresh food from someone that gave it to us. I asked our maid why they gave us the food when we already had so much. Shouldn't i run some of it to that family on the bus? she agreed.I packed up and wandered down the street, which basically was a river/bayou. It had become New Orleans. I saw a mermaid in the water. She was looking at me. Looking for me. she followed me down the street (which actually was water and i was walking on it). Then I ran into King Neptune, hanging out on the side of this river. I said hello, but he was silent and slipped back into the clear green water. As I went further into town, i came across a pack of wild monkeys attacking the homeless people in the poorer areas of town. Then I came across a train track, which basically led me back to where I had started.

When I got back there it was modern times. A group of my friends were dressed up to see a show. And we got in the car. I had some boxes that I had to put in storage, but we didn't have time to find a place to do that. The gentleman driving the car seemed to be infatuated with me and was trying to make out with me while he was driving the car. The last images I have are me and this gentleman in the car, going under a hotel (which was over the road) and me thinking we should stop here, if we are going to be making out.

then I woke up. that wasn't all that happened, but a good collection of it. Wonder what the mermaid represents? She was very adamant about watching me.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Small Animals

Had a dream that I was living in my house, and there were small creatures living with me. A family of mallard ducks had moved in and there were chicks all over the place. And my cat calvin, was chasing off some rats... I was worried about him eating the chicks. I was trying to get ready for work, and had my camera on the tripod, was worried someone may try to take it, so hid it under a blanket.

Earlier in the dream I was at a seminar (some kind of retail store was giving) Only it was very informal. We were being tested for which outfits and accessories would go together. After we got through with that, we climbed the outside of the building to the roof to watch fireworks.

and that Is only a partial rememberance.

Friday, June 1, 2007

NIghtmare

I was dreaming about a little woman or man that was staying with me, and i was trying to take care of him. This being kept lying to me, or hiding from me. I don't know it was so scary a situation, that I woke up out of a sound rem state and have not been able to go back to sleep. I feel now like it was some kind of parasite feeding on me. And I was afraid to let it go.

its time for me to clean house. mentally. (doesnt help I forgot to take my meds either. dangit)

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

My face

I forget most of last nights dream, and it was a doozy. But I waited to long to write it down. The scene i most remembered was that my son was a baby again, and i was laying him down on the bed, but his face became my face, and I was sad, very very sad. i woke up in a good mood though. and thought? I should spend more time making myself and the little man happy.

that would work.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Hunger Strike

I dreamt that a group of women were on a hunger strike to make conditions better for Africa. I was trying to convince them that it wasnt going to work. Then they gave a rally and danced for a crowd. I offered them some bread. And they ate it.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Bunnies

I seem to always dream about architecture. A beautiful structure last night that was made of stone, and let some of the outside in. Trees that were a part of the interior design. Always looking at things like this, but never living there.

The final part of my dream, I was trying to pass someone on the road, and ended up having to go through a field of tall grass. Of course I wasnt really in a car after I got into the field. While zooming through this field, I saw little grey fuzzy bunnies sleeping. I decided to slow down so that I wouldn't hurt the bunnies.

there was so much more to this dream, but i have forgotten most of it.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Back in Dallas

Part of my dream last night. I was watching a show with a good friend, and said, that is Dallas. Suddenly she and I were walking down the street to a bar by where I used to live, (the very street in the show we were watching of course). She was getting up set and throwing things. She was moving too fast and making mistakes about what was going on with her. I kept telling her she should slow down, and take her time. She got mad at me, and we had a bit of an argument. Then of course we went shopping!

I was searching for a better pair of shoes to go with my outfit, as we left in a hurry, and I was wearing flip flops. I was searching and searching. I saw some pretty amazing shoes actually. I wish I was a shoe designer. :wink: so anyway... I got a call from her on her cell phone, she was crying. Upset at herself. I told her to meet me at the restaurant, where we were going to meet my old friends Patrick and Stephen from college. I went to pick up some cleaning that I was doing, and paid with it by check. As I left, I realized that my purse was missing. In my search for the laundry mat I realized the entire mall had changed, and I was lost. I went to store after store, and it was closing time. I woke up worried about my purse.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Traveling

I was staying at a hotel and we were going out to see some music and sights. I was alone at one point, and I kept hearing people trying to break into the hotel. Turns out it was a woman with a little group of kids looking for some food. I was scared till I saw that.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

The Band

A coworker is in a band. I got a flyer for his next performance. explains the following.

I was going to see a band play. It was in a hotel. My son and I walked upstairs to the Bar/Lounge area. There were a lot of family members there. And the stage was elevated with windows behind them. The platform was like a pyramid, and so the artists could sit on the side and play if they wanted. I found a spot to sit down, and found someone for my son to play with. And I got a drink. Saw some good looking men, and was getting all excited. Ended up sitting next to the stage and watching the band, and talking to the coworker that was playing.

I was so comfortable in this dream. I felt at home, and kind of excited the entire time. I decided it was some kind of omen, and have to go and see these guys perform. Thankfully the real venue is outdoors! bring on the music.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Toy Monster

So this dream was totally random. Then the last scene I was in an operating room watching a doctor work on a patient that was in a body bag, you could only see his legs. Turns out that it was an alien. He was using some kind of ray on the alien, to shrink him down. Then he became a toy.

When I first started watching they were talking about operating on a dog. Heh.

Friday, May 11, 2007

Family Gathering

I dreamt we had a huge family gathering. We were at a mountain retreat somewhere with a huge stone structure. I don't remember a lot of details except everyone had their own fashion style. One of my cousins had on this really GAY looking jacket... And I said your jacket is so GAY. He said, so?

not much detail to recall today. i didn't take time to write it down this morning.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Bugs

Part ot my dream. I was trying to sleep, and i woke up, there were bugs everywhere. All over the bed, and the carpet. lady bugs, june bugs, sliver fish, beetles, etc.

They vacumned up nicely. And Old Man by Neil Young was playing on the radio/CD player as I went outside to set them free, if they survived.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Beaches

I dreamt about a beach town, where I lived. I was walking downtown in a bad area, and saw some homeless people around an old abandoned hotel. I realized that the hotel could be used to house these homeless people, and was determined to set that up.

On my way to find people to help me, i ran into a crew filming. The actors were wearing fake teeth and trying to talk. We all got a big laugh out of them trying to pronounce certain phonetics as they couldnt close their mouths to make the sounds.

The next part was a bit blurry, but I was on a boat, and on my way to an interview show. They were tlaking to strippers about working close by to this hotel. And there was a guy that was forced to do this with them. The lady that was mainly in volved had a huge birthmark on her face. Everytime she got embarrassed or lied this spot would change colors and get larger.

in the end of the dream, I was playing some sort of ring toss game in the (very muddy, very dark) ocean with a group fo kids. I got out of the water and started packing my things. I was actually babysitting these kids it seems. And I got paid from 11 am to 7 pm. After negotiations, I got in my car, and headed out. I had a great convertible, it was red. The kids I was playing with got in the boat and we were racing along side each other. There was some music playing but i don't remember what it was.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Lost

In last nights dream, there were mazes, love making, antiques, beautiful landscapes, sporting events and always trying to get somewhere in a hurry, but kept getting stopped by obstacles.

I woke up thinking, why am I wasting time on the computer when I could be talking and playing with my son. And getting my life in order. Time to step away more.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Arches

In part of my dream last night i was drawing the arches of a historic building, might have been where I live. Behind it was some kind of stable, that I had to put in the drawing. As I walked over to check out the stable, I saw some little white holding pens, small enough to hold a rabbit. They were elevated, without tops, and when I walked over and looked inside, I saw birds. There were some finches, and some hummingbirds tending to thier young. (all this walking towards the building had soemthing to do with me getting an eraser and ruler to draw with.

As I walked away from that back to the place I was drawing, I wound up in a room with some friends. One was a man that was sarcastic and recently hurt by a woman. One was a black woman in a red outfit, and the other was a silent woman. He and I spared over art, and some other things, one being relationships. I managed to convince him of something before the end of the conversation, I can't remember exactly what that was. But he seemed willing to not give up on love by the end.

I continued to draw this building.

Friday, May 4, 2007

sporatic

Last nights sleep was sporadic, and not good. I dreamt of freight elevators. Dreamt of dogs and cats fighting. I dreamt of conspiracy. Closed in rooms. Dark clouds. And i wasn't in a bad mood when I laid down.

huh. I think I need a nap. And its only 9:30 am.

Monday, April 30, 2007

The house

In my dreams I continually dream of this one location. It happens in various spots that I visit in my dreams. I am a continous traveler. Going all night long in my dreams from one spot to another.

There is a swirling visual vortex in my mind right now bringing flashing images of all the houses I have dreamt about, the stairs, the great rooms, the kitchens, and of course, the bathrooms.

This one house in particular looks like a 70's structure. Lots of glass looking out over various landscapes, including the ocean. Its a multi-level dwelling and the first room I always see from the outside as I approach it is a kitchen. Next to it is a great room with a huge stone fireplace. Very lodge like in appearance, except for the vast 60ft smoke tinted windows. I always have a hint of desire to reside there every time i see this building.

Well last night as I approached it, it looked the same. But when I got up next to it, i realized they had created a bar out of it. Smokey, lots of people, and lots of neon. I walked right by thinking how sad. That was a beautiful place one time.

I really need to get a book on dream analysis.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Dinner for Breakfast

Part of last nights dream, I was in my town, visiting a relative. They had a gorgeous home, lots of picture windows looking onto wonderful landscapes including the ocean. I remember I was there to take care of their pets or something, realized they had come home. I heard voices in the kitchen. I went in and there was about 12 of them sitting around eating various foods. Lasagna, Pizza, Hamburgers, BarBQue... Etc. My first thought was, SEE? it doesnt matter what you eat for breakfast.

Then they said, Hey! Sorry we didn't tell you we were home. Want something to eat?

Then i realized they had all these adopted children, and I was so impressed how well they all got along. It was a really nice feeling dream. I left the house thinking, I hope someday that we (austin and I) are part of a family. And have a big kitchen and a yard to play in.

good dream most of the night.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

The Garden

Last night in part of this long dream that involved meeting some internet friends, driving down the road in car that must have been invisible, and being in a big city, I was creating a garden.

I ended up in a very tall lovely redwood home somewhere along the line, and outside was a lovely garden. My responsible was caring for part of this garden. I can totally understand the imagery here too. I had about half an acre, there were lined out rows of crops, but I KNEW they were actually going to be flowers. the grass had grown up all around the newly sprouted plants, so I was out there trying to weed away the grass. The little sprouts looked ok, not withered of dying. I was trying to get my son to help but I realized he was too young to understand what was going on. Then after that, the strangest thing h appened.

There were mounds of dirt all around the edges of this garden. These little hills of dirt were singing! but they would only sing if no one was looking. Sweet little acapela tunes, that woke me up every day, but as soon as you went out to look at them, (or actually they could see you) they would stop singing. It was lovely music. I could hear all the other people in the house complaining about the little dirt clods singing, and I got angry. For some reason, or somehow I was responsible for them singing. I had trained them or something.

then I went to eat breakfast. really cool dream.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Moving

I dreamt that my neighbor had to move out of his place because he was broke. And that Austin and I had to move too, because I found a bigger apartment. A big red room with two beds in it is where we ended up. The bathroom (i tell ya i dream about bathrooms a lot!) was very small, and the controls for the shower water were in the sink.

Then we decided to go to a Dodger Game, and we got on some kind of tram in LA. But we ended up getting lost before we got to the game, there was a lot of traffic, and people were everywhere. Very crowded.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Michael J Fox

For some reason through out my life I have dreams about Michael J Fox. A lot. The best one was when he took me to Italy, and we had a wonderful picnic on a hillside overlooking the ocean. nice dream.

Last night he was a boxer/fighter. Not a typical dream. Started in an arena/hotel setting. He was there visiting someone. It was an oldfashioned hotel. He ran into a competitor, and pissed him off. This started the whole seeting up the match to have a public fight. The other guy was a huge balding proffesional wrestler. I remember being in the gift shop, and Michael telling me you have to help me out of this. So we both tried to figure out a way to get out of it. The owner of this gift shop decided to be M's manager. There was a camera involved, that I was using to take pictures, and it was made of gold (significant for me) and the battery wouldn't work, so I kept working on that while they talked. I was sent to check out he setup for the match, and as it goes in dreams, it started out in the center of the hotel, with seating all around, and a second level lookout from where I was standing. All kinds of people. And intesting a message written in spider webs/like charlotte. It was the night before the match. I opted to spend the night at the hotel, they put me up in a room of workers/ womens dorm type situation. All of them were dark haired, and some of them had daughters. They were talking to me about Michael, and how was he going to do. Then I noticed out the window, there was a pond on the left side of hte hotel, and a huge grassy area. The fight went from inside to the grassy area. I saw the bald guy coming out, but no michael. The ladies were all bedridden it seemed, but they could see everything from the windows, they said go check on michael.

I go downstairs, and run into an old friend of ours, (me and micaels) she says to me, are you pregnant? I said, no and besides, michael has found someone else, and I am on my way to the fight. I go outside, and the crowd has left, and Michael has won by default. the bald guy gave up. I go upstairs to find Michael, cuz he isn't outside, and run into a group of his friends and his brothers. They are discussing making an album/music video, and who they are going to produce etc. At this time I look out the window, and a little boy in a duck boat is frantically moving across the muddy dark pond, behind him is another duck boat no driver. the little boy is overtook by the driverless boat, and is taken down. scary, i don't seem concerned about this. Then I look out the other window, and I see Michael and his gang under the tree outside discussing the outcome of the non-match, I go downstairs to talk to this group.

I run into another friend, and we end up talking to an older guest in the hotel. This older woman guest has been talking to my friend for sometime, as they were sitting next to each other in the restaurant. She is my friends nosy neighbor. She starts teling us how wonderful we are, and that she is glad that we are her friends. Begins making out a list of things that we could do together. And before she leaves with her daughter, she puts on brght magenta lipstick and puts kisses all over our faces. I was highly upset with this because, I had put makeup on in the room with all the invalid women and their daughters, and had to redo it before going to see Michael. My friend starts telling me that this neighbor opens her mail. Then I woke up.

I wonder why I have always dreamed of Michael J Fox. I don't find him attractive in anyway. I mean, he is an interesting person, but... hm....

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

last night was faceted.

I don't remember all the details, because so many things were happening.

To begin with, I have had so many celebrity dreams since moving here. Last night? No difference. I was hanging out with Tom Hanks. He and I were doing something together it wasn't at all sexual, but we seemed to be a couple. We were having a big party, with our friends, and he has this idea that he is going to get some hide away beds for them to sleep over in. He pulls up in this huge 18 wheeler with a trailer on the back, we all pile in the cab of the truck with our drinks, and drive over to the "sleep town" store. We get there just as they are turning off the lights, try out quite a few of the beds. Everyone is having fun testing beds, drinking martinis, and then a midget comes out to sell us this particular bed, because the main sales guy is trying to sell us flat no cushioney beds. We buy at least three that I remember, and start loading them up on the truck.

Then we take the truck and start heading back, but it turns into the Swiss Alps, and we are on a train. Taking a tour. We go by a large river, then we come to a small town. Instead of chalets, we see this modern structures, (kind of like the ones I saw in the Family Robinson over the weekend) with an Austrian treatment. There was a glockenspiel of course. and then of course I had to stop in the bathroom. (for some reason in my dreams there is always this bathroom scene, and I am usually visible by anyone that passes by, and its usually impossible to sit down fully). This bathroom was on the main drag of our "guided tour" we were taking through this small town. Everyone had gone ahead, since I was stuck in bathroom land, and when i walked out the door to catch them, i was in the downtown of a big city.

It reminded me of San Francisco, but not by the water as I remember. We were at a fish market, and they were throwing fish, haggling over fish, and we ended up at a restaurant that served a sautéed salmon with herbs. the interesting thing is that you sit in the skillet to eat the fish. i remember thinking why am I sitting in the skillet? then I said, pass the lemon.

and something after that about a boat I don't remember that well. the end.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

The Image

That image of the sheep from last night is still stuck in my head. I don't remember much about my dreams last night, seeing as I didn't write them down when I woke up. One thing i do remember, for as long as I can remember, i have visions that wake me up in time in the morning. If i am oversleeping, I have some kind of sharp incident in my dream that wakes me up. Along with that pesky internal clock.

I remember about my dream last night thinking why aren't i paying attention to this stuff. this is good stuff. :lol:

tomorrows goal: make sure to write them down first thing in the morning. before doing anything else.

Monday, April 16, 2007

The Farmyard

I only remember part of last nights dream.

For some reason I was visiting a ranch. (Well i did actually visit a ranch yesterday). I was with a group of women, most I didn't recognize. The girl I was sharing a room with I did not know. She had short dark wavy hair, and african american. She and I were talking about going to see a psychic. Then the lady from my HR department (we will call her Sally, she had no name in the dream) came in, and was on the phone. My roomate (who also had NO name) in the dream said, to HR-coworker, I have a question for you. (Sally, in my dream, is psychic.) Sally says "I don't have time to give you the answer you need, but here is another woman I trust to help you out. "
Then Sally hands the roomate an IPhone, even though we know they aren't on the market yet, and she calls the psychic. I realize this psychic has the same name as a woman gave me to call in my waking life.

I walk outside to give the room mate some privacy, when I get out there, there are little goat/sheep looking animals, and they have grass and moss growing on their bodies. yikes. and I say to Sally, who has walked outside with me, that is really strange. She says it looks normal to me. I start taking pictures of these animals. Then the whole family that runs the ranch comes down the driveway. The guy who runs the ranch is in a motorized wheelchair/scooter with an american flag on the antenna attached, and a baseball cap with an american flag.

All this time I am taking pictures, then I turn around and see a baby lamb on the backporch by our room. sweet little thing, but as I get closer, I see that this lamb has eyes like the headlights of a 70's superbeetle and am thinking, what is going on with this ranch?

then I woke up. and that was only part of it. :giggles:

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Naptime

This was only a section of the dream. I was visiting an older couple, cuz in my dream I thought, I don't get to see enough of them. When I walked into the room, they were sitting to my left on a couch. This couch wrapped around the entire room. All the fabric on the couch was a light green color. There was heavy dark wainscotting that was about 4 feet up the wall. It was above thier heads on this couch. Above that the room was pink, and at the top of the room the walls had sponged in blue spots that eventually faded to a full range of color resembling a sunset.

There also was another woman in the room. She was sitting across the room on a chase lounge. The two ladies were having a discussion, that I don't remember much about. Basically gossiping about something. Talking about thier grandkids, that I knew must be close by, but I didn't see them.

I sat down at the front of the room. As I looked at the older couple, I noticed that there was a light above the heads of the couple on the left, so bright I couldn't see them. Like it was shining in my eyes. I kept thinking, "Why would anyone have such a bright light in their room? it ruins the atmosphere." I said to them, do you mind if i walk over on this other side, and it wasn't until i walked past them that I could see all the people in the room.

Then I heard a dog, and another dog, and the another dog. The wall then opened up at the wainscotting revealing a nother room. We discussed the dogs. I called one of them by name. I said, oh is that teddy? I had to go to the bathroom.

I went into the bathroom, it was very small, and I couldn't shut the door. As I looked out, I noticed two boys sleeping on the couch. The one boy says, move over dude!

Then I left the house. I went down the road back to my apartment. But i couldn't seem to get there. In fact, it was like a video game, all these characters kept coming at me that I had to dodge, and weave. And when I finally did get there, I realized that my apartment was right behind a titty bar. There were no naked ladies, but I kept thinking, why are there naked ladies in video games?

then my stupid neighbor woke me up.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Didn't Dream

Well, I know that I dreamt, but I don't remember what it is. had a little too much wine. :sigh:

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Someone Suggested

I start "painting" my dreams. So in addition to that idea, I have decided to create a dream journal. This is pretty much for my own use, as I don't remember things as accurately as I used to.

Todays element of surprise from dreamland, a dog bark. A single lone dog bark, that woke me up. It was sharp. Not a "beware stay away" kind of bark, but a one note bark. It put a feeling into me like, are you awake and aware?. There are no dogs in my apartment complex, and no dogs in the vicinity. I like in the downtown area, so...

My vision of this mornings dream: wake up girl. stop wasting your time.