Saturday, January 4, 2014


Crazy ness continues!

So i am living or staying at a school/compound. i feel like we have all been moved there because of something, as I am talking to my relatives/friends via phone about whats happening and asking whats happening with them. In this compound, I am surrounded by architects that are taking classes or designing things and working together. I seem to be someone that is a consultant or an interpreter, because I am helping them all. Lots of drawings, not online illustration/mapping. I seem to be the person correcting their mistakes or helping them see steps they have missed

at one point in the dream I look up and my face is HUGELY wrinkled, almost like I am over 100 years old.. i am shocked by this, and try to put on makeup to hide it. a pure vanity move. ie: no one will ever love me if I look like that.

Wow... I am looking for love in all the wrong places huh? start inside. :)

Friday, January 3, 2014

Hotel Mud

we went to the hair salon to get my son's hair cut, they were super busy. I had left austin in the car. After talking to rhe receptionist, who wasn't paying attention to me because she was drawing minions on paper, i was super upset, and told her I was going to tell the owner what a shitty job she was doing, walked to the car. I saw a suspicious man sitting by the car watching my son. Government uniform, government plates. he drove off as soon as I saw him. I asked my son who it was, he didn't even know he was there. We headed back to the hotel where we were staying.

for some reason we were there with a man (my son and I). He was someone i could trust, and was protective of me. He had knowledge of the government and how it worked. In my dream it was captain america... In the "story" we had been friends a long time and I was helping him out by letting him be there with us, he seemed lonely. We were all laying down trying to sleep.. and he held out his hand, and we held hands for a good while. Then, when I kissed his hand, he moved away from me and wrapped himself up in a sheet. After I reached out in a different way, then again he was receptive to being there. I think this represents someone I know.

After we woke up, my son was going to school, he got a ride from someone. a lady in an older car with a LOT of other kids in it. I wasn't sure but he went anyway. across from the hotel was a nature preserve with horses and things in it. I walked across the street to dump so kitty pellets into the ravine, and as i got closer i noticed that the  horses were drinking water. then I noticed one geting stuck in the mud... i knew I couldn't help it, but as i walked around there I got stuck in the mud and couldn't barely get out! I had to use the tin bucket to help dig and pull my way out of the mud, up a hill. As I walked back across the wood crates set up, so I wouldn't get stuck in the mud again, I heard a message about auto insurance playing in my head... then I woke up.

I woke up wondering who captain america was, and thinking I think my insurance payment is due today. ha!
! yea.. giggle.