My dreams have a clarity that astounds me when i wake from them.
New ritual is to make sure to record them each day. coffee and dream log/writing.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
time for a ressurection
I am seeing a therapist that is going to be doing dream work with me. I will be posting my dreams here as my "dream journal" and that way I can get them down faster than I can write them out by hand.
looking forward to your interpretations and hers.
on to dreamland!
looking forward to your interpretations and hers.
on to dreamland!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Hosptial
getting worked on.... eaqting
the man pumping air in my veins a doc from the war.. sued tubing and blew air in my viens
babys walking around on broken glass
mom taking pictures
austin asking me about the blood under my skin
the man pumping air in my veins a doc from the war.. sued tubing and blew air in my viens
babys walking around on broken glass
mom taking pictures
austin asking me about the blood under my skin
Friday, June 6, 2008
Brandon & Claudia
Last night I dreamt I was on a date with Brandon Fraiser. I know I know... It was really interesting. My friend Claudia and I were living in a house together. I had been at a function with some celebrities earlier, and was driving a convertible. I was in the kitchen doing the dishes. Someone knocked on the door, It was Brandon. He said he was meeting Claudia or an art opening at a bar... Smiled... asked me if I was coming along? WEll DUH!
I got dressed we went to the show. We were walking through a downtown setting with old red brick buildings fire escapses. I remember looking up and feeling Brandons eyes on me. I said, see how lovely it looks as you look up to the sky? He looked at me and smiled a "knowing" smile and looked up. Then Claudia said, Keep up!
We arrive at the bar, I notice the artwork is really bad. I start thinking about what I could do, what could i paint, what could i create. Ordering a drink, talking to the bartendress. I feel someones hand slip around mine, i look up and B is looking at me. Peaceful. It was a gentle feeling. He was intrigued with me but not overly aggressive. I felt at home finally. He told me with his eyes you are fascinating to me. I pick you.
I remember we were just passing exchanged looks and conversations about the art. He said, you are a much better artist. You should do more work.
It was an affirmation I was looking for manifested in my brain with familiar faces.
I got dressed we went to the show. We were walking through a downtown setting with old red brick buildings fire escapses. I remember looking up and feeling Brandons eyes on me. I said, see how lovely it looks as you look up to the sky? He looked at me and smiled a "knowing" smile and looked up. Then Claudia said, Keep up!
We arrive at the bar, I notice the artwork is really bad. I start thinking about what I could do, what could i paint, what could i create. Ordering a drink, talking to the bartendress. I feel someones hand slip around mine, i look up and B is looking at me. Peaceful. It was a gentle feeling. He was intrigued with me but not overly aggressive. I felt at home finally. He told me with his eyes you are fascinating to me. I pick you.
I remember we were just passing exchanged looks and conversations about the art. He said, you are a much better artist. You should do more work.
It was an affirmation I was looking for manifested in my brain with familiar faces.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Where oh Where am I going?
So last night another fantastical journey through my subconcious. I don't remember a lot of it. Mostly I remember taking a shower, finding the right shampoo and conditioner. I was at a family members place. Everyone was there either sleeping, or getting ready to go somewhere. (I have a huge feeling of transition with my family. Everyone in my family is. My sister is going places (new house and maybe baby). My brother is getting more mentally sound.) I was running around making decisions.
One scene in the "dream movie" my mother was giving me some interesting advice. It wasn't the usual mom advice. She said, "He is coming. You have to keep an eye out for a man in the car with you. Don't be afraid to help someone out with a ride or getting some help with your car. And don't be bothered about your initial reaction."
I totally blew that off. I mean really who is going to listen to their mom's advice about men!? Then I got to thinking, maybe it wasn't her talking to me. Maybe it was a face put on by someone else to give me a piece of information I would have thrown off if from a person less familiar.
You know? Things are really changing for me right now. Rapidly. Anything can happen. I guess I am going to pay attention to things that happen regarding my car! sheesh. Romance at the wheel. Maybe its D.W. Maybe its a famous race car driver. My luck? A divorced auto mechanic with a daughter. Because thats pretty much what I need in my life. A sibling for the little guy and a man that can fix my car and my attitude. :wink:
One scene in the "dream movie" my mother was giving me some interesting advice. It wasn't the usual mom advice. She said, "He is coming. You have to keep an eye out for a man in the car with you. Don't be afraid to help someone out with a ride or getting some help with your car. And don't be bothered about your initial reaction."
I totally blew that off. I mean really who is going to listen to their mom's advice about men!? Then I got to thinking, maybe it wasn't her talking to me. Maybe it was a face put on by someone else to give me a piece of information I would have thrown off if from a person less familiar.
You know? Things are really changing for me right now. Rapidly. Anything can happen. I guess I am going to pay attention to things that happen regarding my car! sheesh. Romance at the wheel. Maybe its D.W. Maybe its a famous race car driver. My luck? A divorced auto mechanic with a daughter. Because thats pretty much what I need in my life. A sibling for the little guy and a man that can fix my car and my attitude. :wink:
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Dressing Up.
Last night i was dressing up for a party, and I kept trying on all kinds of bustiers. The red one with the black satin ribbon looked best. I couldn't seem to get it on. I was having difficulties with the clasps.
I was dressing up. Going to a party, and I was much thinner. Looking good. I need some bustiers in my life.
I was dressing up. Going to a party, and I was much thinner. Looking good. I need some bustiers in my life.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Showers
I was visiting a friend, in a huge house. Lots of room... was spying it for maybe renting a room. I wish i could have written it out this morning when I woke up.
the thing that stands out most in my mind is the bathroom/shower. I started in there to clean up. and it was small rooms, barely any room to fit.. with little bits of shampoo and conditioner here and there. nothing significant.. i was stretching to make it work. When I looked around, i was looking at a girl who had laid out a visitors basket for me, with everything I needed in it. makeup, and lotions, shampoos, everything specific to MY needs. it felt nice to be pampered.
I also had a very nice moment looking up at the stars with my sister. and my brother was there too. on the ocean. huge house with a huge library. i felt at home and satisfied.
the thing that stands out most in my mind is the bathroom/shower. I started in there to clean up. and it was small rooms, barely any room to fit.. with little bits of shampoo and conditioner here and there. nothing significant.. i was stretching to make it work. When I looked around, i was looking at a girl who had laid out a visitors basket for me, with everything I needed in it. makeup, and lotions, shampoos, everything specific to MY needs. it felt nice to be pampered.
I also had a very nice moment looking up at the stars with my sister. and my brother was there too. on the ocean. huge house with a huge library. i felt at home and satisfied.
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