Friday, June 1, 2007


I was dreaming about a little woman or man that was staying with me, and i was trying to take care of him. This being kept lying to me, or hiding from me. I don't know it was so scary a situation, that I woke up out of a sound rem state and have not been able to go back to sleep. I feel now like it was some kind of parasite feeding on me. And I was afraid to let it go.

its time for me to clean house. mentally. (doesnt help I forgot to take my meds either. dangit)

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

My face

I forget most of last nights dream, and it was a doozy. But I waited to long to write it down. The scene i most remembered was that my son was a baby again, and i was laying him down on the bed, but his face became my face, and I was sad, very very sad. i woke up in a good mood though. and thought? I should spend more time making myself and the little man happy.

that would work.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Hunger Strike

I dreamt that a group of women were on a hunger strike to make conditions better for Africa. I was trying to convince them that it wasnt going to work. Then they gave a rally and danced for a crowd. I offered them some bread. And they ate it.