tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4579629338606261592024-03-12T18:12:29.962-07:00I DreamA journal of the images and stories that come from slumber land.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.comBlogger102125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-19876034190701027212016-06-18T09:06:00.001-07:002016-06-18T09:06:37.325-07:00Wilene VisitsI dreamt of a friend coming to visit me. She was only in town for a day, I was helping her with a project and we got through it well. But i spent time in between working on some cards I was designing and showing them two local ladies, I noticed she hadn't called or gotten back to me, She had decided to extend her stay. We set up a time to reunite. When we did we were out and about making contacts and deals.<br />
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Later I was leaving the area where we were working or walking? not sure, Home again. I looked up in the yard to see a male and female turkey, before them, I had seen a peacock. I noticed a man down the street working on some landscaping that was making some noises or calls. Blonde, and muscular, not heavy or thin... medium build. There was a a male child that had come down to see him, that I assumed was my son, and they were involved in a very intense conversation about what the man was doing.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-37029517395204252014-01-26T07:32:00.000-08:002014-01-26T07:32:03.569-08:00Computer AttackLast night I was dreaming of a friend, i was supposed to follow on the freeway, but he kept going here and there and i couldn't keep up. My car was acting up, overheating, and spewing, so I had to park it for a while.<br />
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I was staying with some friends, and I had a few pieces of furniture. I was worried about this because I knew I wouldn't be staying there long, and wondered how I would transport them or keep them as my car was falling apart. There as a cabinet that I had spent time on fixing up, making beautiful, and at one point in this dream, it fell apart and I realized I had to leave it behind.<br />
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I ended the dream at someones house, that had food... there were a lot of "famous" people there making plans talking business and I was in the other room trying to make some graphics work, then the monitor that was above the bed started to attack me.. it was so odd, a few people walked in at this point and while i was attempting to finish this work up, it attacked me over and over. As i tried to manipulate it, it closed in on me, and then i finally had to harness it some how, just give it up..<br />
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That was a scary part, as it kept coming at me and there was nothing i could do, but i needed to finish the work. anyway. dreams are crazy symbolic things! fun times.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-47896530771412741532014-01-04T05:07:00.003-08:002020-07-26T15:54:57.143-07:00OldCrazy ness continues!<br />
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So I am living or staying at a school/compound. I feel like we have all been moved there because of something, as I am talking to my relatives/friends via phone about what's happening and asking what's happening with them. In this compound, I am surrounded by architects that are taking classes or designing things and working together. I seem to be someone that is a consultant or an interpreter because I am helping them all. Lots of drawings, not online illustration/mapping. I seem to be the person correcting their mistakes or helping them see steps they have missed<br />
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At one point in the dream, I look up and my face is HUGELY wrinkled, almost like I am over 100 years old.. I am shocked by this, and try to put on makeup to hide it. a pure vanity move. ie: no one will ever love me if I look like that.<br />
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Wow... I am looking for love in all the wrong places huh? start inside. :)Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-68941296409889925542014-01-03T07:46:00.006-08:002014-01-03T07:46:42.722-08:00Hotel Mudwe went to the hair salon to get my son's hair cut, they were super busy. I had left austin in the car. After talking to rhe receptionist, who wasn't paying attention to me because she was drawing minions on paper, i was super upset, and told her I was going to tell the owner what a shitty job she was doing, walked to the car. I saw a suspicious man sitting by the car watching my son. Government uniform, government plates. he drove off as soon as I saw him. I asked my son who it was, he didn't even know he was there. We headed back to the hotel where we were staying.<br />
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for some reason we were there with a man (my son and I). He was someone i could trust, and was protective of me. He had knowledge of the government and how it worked. In my dream it was captain america... In the "story" we had been friends a long time and I was helping him out by letting him be there with us, he seemed lonely. We were all laying down trying to sleep.. and he held out his hand, and we held hands for a good while. Then, when I kissed his hand, he moved away from me and wrapped himself up in a sheet. After I reached out in a different way, then again he was receptive to being there. I think this represents someone I know.<br />
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After we woke up, my son was going to school, he got a ride from someone. a lady in an older car with a LOT of other kids in it. I wasn't sure but he went anyway. across from the hotel was a nature preserve with horses and things in it. I walked across the street to dump so kitty pellets into the ravine, and as i got closer i noticed that the horses were drinking water. then I noticed one geting stuck in the mud... i knew I couldn't help it, but as i walked around there I got stuck in the mud and couldn't barely get out! I had to use the tin bucket to help dig and pull my way out of the mud, up a hill. As I walked back across the wood crates set up, so I wouldn't get stuck in the mud again, I heard a message about auto insurance playing in my head... then I woke up.<br />
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I woke up wondering who captain america was, and thinking I think my insurance payment is due today. ha!<br />
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Last night it went from military storage to abandoned bed after bed after bed with worn-out quilts, to a horse auction, to a black and white photoshoot, on which I was assisting, and being called on for art direction. Complete with Shaman, incense, and roses.<br />
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And it was daytime during the entire thing. Thank you DREAMS! So glad to see you again. :)Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-74915451357801715542013-12-04T01:16:00.002-08:002013-12-04T01:16:59.767-08:00re awakeningdreams are starting to be more meaningful again.<br />
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Last night i dreamt of a long long conversation with my friend. we were talking about missed opportunities and white lies... why we stood people up on dates and what we told them when we did!<br />
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I was looking at laundry when I was folding this up. I woke up promptly at that point. Wondering, who is calling me? and not in a sense of on the phone, but someone was reaching for me. this happens some to me.<br />
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:)Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-53058643092264820732013-11-07T02:25:00.003-08:002020-07-26T15:58:33.264-07:00DrunkLast night I dreamt about going out and getting drunk! I mean I didn't go out to specifically get drunk. I was out around town and was in a bar. It wasn't even a celebration, but someone offered me a drink and I took it. more than one.<br />
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Then the next day I went to a meeting and confessed. I have to say that my share was pretty epic. i had to close my eyes to do it, at the end of this share, I opened them and there was no one in the room. I felt very angry that no one wanted to sit and hear my story.<br />
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I opened the door to go outside and it seems the power had gone off, then come back on but they didn't know this. I ended up thinking I really need to get home because my son was there alone.<br />
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Many MANY other things happened in this dream. These are the things I remember. I woke up and ate a handful of candy... I am on a STRICT diet and did that. Its the equivalent of getting drunk for me right now. NOT good.<br />
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I am so grateful to be having this experience of re-learning my body and my life. I send my request to the universe to remain involved in my life and not apathetic and isolated.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-18042906934409521662012-11-11T07:57:00.000-08:002012-11-11T07:57:03.652-08:00AmazingI have had the most amazing dreams this week! The orca dream you can find on my blog, not just nouns and verbs.<br />
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Last nights dream i will only relay one part... i was a part of an indian tribe, but was outcast because of something i had done. I went into the river to hide from the persecutors, and held my breath. It was dusk and turning into night, so it was easier to remain hidden in the shadows. How amazing to feel things while you are sleeping and dreaming! I was underwater and could breath, so unreal. As i hid behind a submerged tree, i saw the others wandering around in the water looking for me, shooting into the water hoping to hit something. I turned around to see a dead bear laying on the bottom of this creek. I moved behind it to hide and rise for a breath so they wouldn't see me.<br />
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At some point i had held my breath so long that I had passed out. When i woke i was in a tank in some kind of water recycling facility! (dreams are so unreal) and the room i was in was filling to the top with this water. I had to swim over to the window to let the men know i was in this tank! They drained the room immediately and then came to the door. Thats when I woke up. It was the oddest feeling being in that room though, it was like I was "out of time" or had traveled to a different dimension than where i was as the "indian woman".<br />
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I don't have any clues to what dreams mean. Its fun just to watch them like a movie every night! Thankfully i feel rested when i wake up instead of worn out. What are your dreams?Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-47901150291536324012012-08-02T06:48:00.001-07:002012-08-02T06:48:22.071-07:00The BoatThis morning in part of my dream, I was in a boat with 4 or 5 other people most of them women. I was the one working. Somehow I got off the boat, but the guy pulled up beside me saying, ok i am going to drop a kayak and you can start climbing up. I will help you.<div>
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By the time I got to the top boat, i was basically climbing into this yacht on my own. There were other women there saying YEA you made it! As i looked around the room everyone was packing up, and things were a mess. It was like i had missed somekind of big party, and was only there forthe clean up.</div>
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There was another man there sitting by the computer. He had a candle that i had made him burning. I looked down and saw it, saying to him, this looks familiar. He said, yes. you made that for me. I have been keeping it going ever since. He wasn't overly affectionate or even too excited to see me, but I knew he had some kind of sentimental attachment to me, friendship? Couldn't get a proper feel about it.</div>
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The end of the dream is blurry at this point. i didn't feel too much welcoming energy from the males of this dream and the females were all my good friends we were working together. i am tired just thinking about it. Wasn't too restful. </div>Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-61637238812362144792011-08-16T08:04:00.000-07:002011-08-16T08:05:24.589-07:00VividMy dreams have a clarity that astounds me when i wake from them.
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<br />New ritual is to make sure to record them each day. coffee and dream log/writing.
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I will be posting my dreams here as my "dream journal" and that way I can get them down faster than I can write them out by hand. <br /><br />looking forward to your interpretations and hers. <br /><br />on to dreamland!Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-51285190378551441302008-10-08T04:42:00.000-07:002011-09-23T06:00:46.870-07:00Hosptialgetting worked on.... eaqting<br /><br />the man pumping air in my veins a doc from the war.. sued tubing and blew air in my viens<br /><br />babys walking around on broken glass<br /><br />mom taking pictures<br /><br />austin asking me about the blood under my skinMermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-52433052898125481422008-06-06T06:43:00.000-07:002008-06-08T06:48:48.814-07:00Brandon & ClaudiaLast night I dreamt I was on a date with Brandon Fraiser. I know I know... It was really interesting. My friend Claudia and I were living in a house together. I had been at a function with some celebrities earlier, and was driving a convertible. I was in the kitchen doing the dishes. Someone knocked on the door, It was Brandon. He said he was meeting Claudia or an art opening at a bar... Smiled... asked me if I was coming along? WEll DUH!<br /><br />I got dressed we went to the show. We were walking through a downtown setting with old red brick buildings fire escapses. I remember looking up and feeling Brandons eyes on me. I said, see how lovely it looks as you look up to the sky? He looked at me and smiled a "knowing" smile and looked up. Then Claudia said, Keep up!<br /><br />We arrive at the bar, I notice the artwork is really bad. I start thinking about what I could do, what could i paint, what could i create. Ordering a drink, talking to the bartendress. I feel someones hand slip around mine, i look up and B is looking at me. Peaceful. It was a gentle feeling. He was intrigued with me but not overly aggressive. I felt at home finally. He told me with his eyes you are fascinating to me. I pick you.<br /><br />I remember we were just passing exchanged looks and conversations about the art. He said, you are a much better artist. You should do more work.<br /><br />It was an affirmation I was looking for manifested in my brain with familiar faces.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-65205301005112126792008-03-17T12:33:00.001-07:002008-03-17T12:33:36.126-07:00Where oh Where am I going?So last night another fantastical journey through my subconcious. I don't remember a lot of it. Mostly I remember taking a shower, finding the right shampoo and conditioner. I was at a family members place. Everyone was there either sleeping, or getting ready to go somewhere. (I have a huge feeling of transition with my family. Everyone in my family is. My sister is going places (new house and maybe baby). My brother is getting more mentally sound.) I was running around making decisions. <br /><br />One scene in the "dream movie" my mother was giving me some interesting advice. It wasn't the usual mom advice. She said, "He is coming. You have to keep an eye out for a man in the car with you. Don't be afraid to help someone out with a ride or getting some help with your car. And don't be bothered about your initial reaction."<br /><br />I totally blew that off. I mean really who is going to listen to their mom's advice about men!? Then I got to thinking, maybe it wasn't her talking to me. Maybe it was a face put on by someone else to give me a piece of information I would have thrown off if from a person less familiar. <br /><br />You know? Things are really changing for me right now. Rapidly. Anything can happen. I guess I am going to pay attention to things that happen regarding my car! sheesh. Romance at the wheel. Maybe its D.W. Maybe its a famous race car driver. My luck? A divorced auto mechanic with a daughter. Because thats pretty much what I need in my life. A sibling for the little guy and a man that can fix my car and my attitude. :wink:Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-76167973799655482302008-03-04T13:41:00.000-08:002008-03-04T13:44:01.849-08:00Dressing Up.Last night i was dressing up for a party, and I kept trying on all kinds of bustiers. The red one with the black satin ribbon looked best. I couldn't seem to get it on. I was having difficulties with the clasps.<br /><br />I was dressing up. Going to a party, and I was much thinner. Looking good. I need some bustiers in my life.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-82023384278744108012008-02-26T10:35:00.000-08:002008-02-26T10:39:59.452-08:00ShowersI was visiting a friend, in a huge house. Lots of room... was spying it for maybe renting a room. I wish i could have written it out this morning when I woke up.<br /><br />the thing that stands out most in my mind is the bathroom/shower. I started in there to clean up. and it was small rooms, barely any room to fit.. with little bits of shampoo and conditioner here and there. nothing significant.. i was stretching to make it work. When I looked around, i was looking at a girl who had laid out a visitors basket for me, with everything I needed in it. makeup, and lotions, shampoos, everything specific to MY needs. it felt nice to be pampered. <br /><br />I also had a very nice moment looking up at the stars with my sister. and my brother was there too. on the ocean. huge house with a huge library. i felt at home and satisfied.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-13991367538993879252008-02-12T09:27:00.000-08:002008-02-12T14:38:14.149-08:00The Father and the BumLast night was a long intense dream... which really only took place for a few seconds I know. I was back in Dallas with a friend. We were cruising around checking out places. I took her to a favorite hangout of mine. A place I always used to go. My friend was outside on the patio hanging with some people, and I was inside on the bench laying down and remembering the "times". As I looked to the front door, in walked the EX. The father of my bambino. He had come in wearing a leg brace, and walking with a cane. I looked at him in disgust. He looked at me in disgust. I said, shit. What are you doing here? And asked him about his leg. He said he had palsy. But while he was explaining it I wasn't listening. Behind him was a crazy eyed man with thick glasses, and a hat with a blue jay feather. He kept calling him the preacher. I said, "lets pretend we don't see each other". He said, "that's fine with me". So off he went with the guy he came in with. <br /><br />There are a lot of details I am forgetting. But I remember laying on that bench thinking about times, looking through the slats of the walkway watching him. His hair was shorter, shoulder length. I would catch him looking at me occasionally. He was drinking beer. Same old same old. I was thinking he hasn't really changed, and it has caught up with him physically. I wondered why he had come there. As I was laying there, he and his friend, i guess with the alcohol courage, came to talk to me. The ex was telling me of his desire to change, and become a preacher. I laughed and asked him more about that, remembering all the dreams he discussed but never pursued. Just then, my son came in from outside, i had forgotten he was there... he ran over and looked at the ex. He just sat in his lap and put his arms around him. Then the ex started to cry as the little mans fingers ran across his face. I thought they could be so connected and what a shame it was. Then a shiver of fear came across me, that what he would try to take the little guy away from me.<br /><br />I decided to let them have some privacy and bonding time. I walked outside to find my friend, and we talked for a little bit. I remember walking down the alleyway, finding ways through some paths, saw my dead camera lens in the dirt, and walked happily past, down to the ocean where everything seemed to be walking on the water, horses, people, etc. The boats were also sailing on clear water, endless horizon line too. Nothing in the distance. I made my way back to the bar, and when i got there, My ex and the little man were gone. <br /><br />I was freaking out. My friend was there, I said, where did they go? I knew that he had charmed her into thinking I was unfit. He always had a way of being charming and those deep green eyes didn't hurt anything either. I said to her, where did he go.. She said, I am not supposed to tell you. I said, you know then, she said, yes. I was adamant about how crazy he could be, and not sure the little guy would be safe with him drinking and the man he was hanging out with. I went back into my house, and I heard a knock on the door. He had returned with the little guy. His friend said to me, I had to talk him into bringing him back. He wasn't going to. I gave him a big hug and said, thanks for being a good friend to him. Then the ex started talking about becoming a preacher, and getting his life together so he could be with his son. I smiled thinking, a wonderful idea. we will see what happens. <br /><br />Then they left. the end. or is it? i am wondering.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-68229552015123440902008-02-08T08:00:00.000-08:002008-02-08T08:04:05.637-08:00Candy CaneI dreamt i was in a small town,it was snowing. There were American Indians there on horseback. For some reason we were fighting them, in a sense, more like a stand off. It was cold, and we were hungry. A young indian warrior came over and opened up his jacket and took out some jerky that was hanging on a coat hanger and gave it to us. I remember thinking how wonderful it tasted, as I walked away up the hill, into another stage of the dream.<br /><br />I was downtown in a big city with someone. They were showing me around different sights. All of the sudden I had in my hand a huge candy cane that was green and red. I was thinking to myself, there is no way i can carry this and eat my jerky at the same time, so i folded it up and put it in my pocket. <br /><br />thats all I can remember.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-24507557019572410942008-02-07T08:39:00.000-08:002008-02-07T08:49:27.758-08:00PrisonLast night for a brief amount of time I dreamt I was in prison. I remember it starting when I was in the lunchroom. I looked around and realized I was wearing a grey suit, and in a room full of men and women. I thought I couldn't be in prison, as there were men and women in the same room. <br /><br />After eating, I was distributing mail. I came across a catalog that was describing all kinds of mechanical body alterations/manipulations. It was so horrific and abstract I got scared. (What was my mind thinking in seeing this in my mind?) I immediately dropped that in the trash, and refused to distribute it. (I am feeling sick to my stomach thinking about it.)<br /><br />After this episode, I went to the shower. The shower had a window in the front of it, and everyone could see me. I kept trying to close the curtain, but was having difficulty. While in there I saw some of the inmates going through the things in my room, but i couldn't get out in time to stop them. When I finally got back to my room, an inmate came in and was attempting to rape me. I remember saying to him, you are nothing, you mean nothing and what you are doing is nothing. I will not be affected by you in any way. This seemed to have worked. He left. <br /><br />Then I woke up with that horrific images from the catalog, wondering where the hell my mind was going with that one. <br /><br />more sleep or less. I can't figure it out. damn depression.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-4912954567162463342008-02-05T09:23:00.000-08:002008-02-05T09:24:53.180-08:00Dreams are BackSo part of my dream last night? Another party scene. On a grassy hill... Balloons everywhere, and string. <br /><br />I don't remember much but the end of the dream was a group of guys sitting in my driveway in a Van, talking about growing up and surfing.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-15113748503404943682008-02-04T01:29:00.000-08:002008-02-04T13:48:52.237-08:00breaking inLast night I feel asleep early, and I started dreaming about someone that was trying to break into my apt. For a while. He was pounding on the door. He had on a denim shirt and a red striped tie. I don't even know that he wasn't trying to help me out, because he didn't seem threatening. He seemed more concerned than wanting to hurt me. He even asked the neighbor for a key. But I was terrified about him entering the house. Brown hair, brown eyes... I don't know why I was scared. But it was one of those dreams where you can't move or speak. I woke myself up and I was screaming.<br /><br />I couldn't go back to sleep. And I couldn't think about it anymore that night.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-52003200816503011942008-01-14T13:43:00.001-08:002008-01-14T14:05:56.743-08:00The AsylumOk another wild one! I was living in an apartment that was painted all white.I found some kind of a note on my, there was someone warning me of something. All the windows were unlocked. I wasn't too freaked out about it at first. Wandered around to start locking them up, and noticed a man in the backyard, wearing a huge warm coat. He was picking up things in the yard, when he noticed me. In his hands was a small brown child sized knitted coat. He saw me looking at him. He was afraid and wandered off. <br /><br /><br />AT some point I realized I was a therapist or a doctor in a mental institution. On my way to work I had some car issues. All kinds of detours. The hospital was on a hillside. I had to cross a small bridge to get to the hospital. When I got inside, I realized I was carrying a huge stack of drawings. I wandered deeper into the hospital, and the roof was leaking. I notice the nurses scurrying around to get people out of the flooding rooms. I was at a loss to where to help. I talked to a nurse, she was trying to direct me. I headed down to a lower level, and the water was clear and filling up the joint. Kind of clear green, and the patients that weren't even aware of what was going on, I had to get out on stretchers and move. As things cleared up a bit, i met someone out at the nurses station and we were going over schedules. She said I am sorry you had to see the place this way on your first day. At this point, a man wandered into the hallway. He faced a wall, that was partially bricked up. He started prophesies about the future, saying to the wall something about I saw what you did. I want to heal you. The nurse was yelling at him. I said, lets see what he says. he ends up melting into the wall, becoming part of it. talking about healing. becoming one with the wall, and you could see his physical shape but it became a part of the wall. then he finished up and walked off. I was discussing this with the nurse saying, did you see what he did there? she said, jack off on a wall? I said no.. something much more surreal and out of this world. You didn't see it? She looked at me like I was nuts.<br /><br />I am still confused about all that. <br /><br /><br />Night before last, Johnny Depp and I were traveling together! That was a fun dream. We never had sex, but we sure did some fun stuff. Ended up making dinner together too. :-)Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-43340705927907659302008-01-06T07:10:00.000-08:002008-01-06T07:27:34.157-08:00The DreamYou finally were coming to see me. You had your kids with you and were staying in a hotel in my town. I can't tell you how happy i was to see you. The interesting part was.... how comfortable I was with your kids. and you. But it was obviously bad timing. You were wearing a suit. I delivered you a breakfast tray while you were sleeping, or I thought you were. But really you were on the phone discussing business. You had on a suit and tie, and the kids were asleep. I dropped the tray and all the confections flipped over. I had roses on the tray. They were full bloom and deep red. For some reason I was also in a cops uniform. I was a detective or something. <br /><br />I am thinking about you this morning... xoMermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-46270194685553370752008-01-03T15:37:00.000-08:002008-01-03T15:39:23.740-08:00IntenseI have had some really intense dreams this month. Sorry to say, I haven't had much free time to do anything like write down dreams!<br /><br />One of them was about my son. He was on a skate board, and playing ball. I think he is going to be good at sports. If he chooses that. <br /><br />I am very tired today and got some bad news.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-457962933860626159.post-48768185044799942312007-12-13T06:47:00.000-08:002007-12-13T08:17:54.374-08:00Colin FirthI have NO idea what that is all about. But, i was working for Colin, house sitting while he was on an overseas shoot or something. Funny, he kept coming back before he was leaving to check on things. I was suspicious. Sexy... i don't know what it is about him. He had two cats, one of which hated me, one loved me. <br /><br />In the house was a huge crystal globe, with some kind of scene in it. Don't remember exactly what was inside. Antique so i think it was a cherub of some kind. it was 2ft in diameter or bigger. (And there was this incredible crystal snow globe type thing. It was surrounded by a patina-ed brass ring with knobs that you used to rotate it. It was shielded in the back by a deep blue enameled brass sheet, curved to fit the globe. Star scene. Inside the globe was a scene representing some kind of village, but all I could focus on was the figurine in the middle. Not a cherub really but a winged creature, and childlike.) Then he left. As he walked outside, I watched him go. As I watched out the window, a movie started running. He and I were in a movie together. We had children, and there was some costuming. And we were kissing. Lovely.<br /><br />I really should write these things first off in the morning.Mermaid Melaniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02726231529791645694noreply@blogger.com0