Thursday, December 12, 2013

Warehouse

I used to dream about warehouses a LOT when I lived in one. Haven't in a while. I miss that open feeling of being in a warehouse. Before the warehouse I was visiting a town, we had double-decker buses and fountains and such.

Last night it went from military storage to abandoned bed after bed after bed with worn-out quilts, to a horse auction, to a black and white photoshoot, on which I was assisting, and being called on for art direction. Complete with Shaman, incense, and roses.

And it was daytime during the entire thing. Thank you DREAMS! So glad to see you again. :)

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

re awakening

dreams are starting to be more meaningful again.

Last night i dreamt of a long long conversation with my friend. we were talking about missed opportunities and white lies... why we stood people up on dates and what we told them when we did!

I was looking at laundry when I was folding this up. I woke up promptly at that point. Wondering, who is calling me? and not in a sense of on the phone, but someone was reaching for me. this happens some to me.

:)

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Drunk

Last night I dreamt about going out and getting drunk! I mean I didn't go out to specifically get drunk. I was out around town and was in a bar. It wasn't even a celebration, but someone offered me a drink and I took it. more than one.

Then the next day I went to a meeting and confessed. I have to say that my share was pretty epic. i had to close my eyes to do it, at the end of this share, I opened them and there was no one in the room. I felt very angry that no one wanted to sit and hear my story.

I opened the door to go outside and it seems the power had gone off, then come back on but they didn't know this. I ended up thinking I really need to get home because my son was there alone.

Many MANY other things happened in this dream. These are the things I remember. I woke up and ate a handful of candy... I am on a STRICT diet and did that. Its the equivalent of getting drunk for me right now. NOT good.

I am so grateful to be having this experience of re-learning my body and my life. I send my request to the universe to remain involved in my life and not apathetic and isolated.