Thursday, May 10, 2007

Bugs

Part ot my dream. I was trying to sleep, and i woke up, there were bugs everywhere. All over the bed, and the carpet. lady bugs, june bugs, sliver fish, beetles, etc.

They vacumned up nicely. And Old Man by Neil Young was playing on the radio/CD player as I went outside to set them free, if they survived.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Beaches

I dreamt about a beach town, where I lived. I was walking downtown in a bad area, and saw some homeless people around an old abandoned hotel. I realized that the hotel could be used to house these homeless people, and was determined to set that up.

On my way to find people to help me, i ran into a crew filming. The actors were wearing fake teeth and trying to talk. We all got a big laugh out of them trying to pronounce certain phonetics as they couldnt close their mouths to make the sounds.

The next part was a bit blurry, but I was on a boat, and on my way to an interview show. They were tlaking to strippers about working close by to this hotel. And there was a guy that was forced to do this with them. The lady that was mainly in volved had a huge birthmark on her face. Everytime she got embarrassed or lied this spot would change colors and get larger.

in the end of the dream, I was playing some sort of ring toss game in the (very muddy, very dark) ocean with a group fo kids. I got out of the water and started packing my things. I was actually babysitting these kids it seems. And I got paid from 11 am to 7 pm. After negotiations, I got in my car, and headed out. I had a great convertible, it was red. The kids I was playing with got in the boat and we were racing along side each other. There was some music playing but i don't remember what it was.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Lost

In last nights dream, there were mazes, love making, antiques, beautiful landscapes, sporting events and always trying to get somewhere in a hurry, but kept getting stopped by obstacles.

I woke up thinking, why am I wasting time on the computer when I could be talking and playing with my son. And getting my life in order. Time to step away more.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Arches

In part of my dream last night i was drawing the arches of a historic building, might have been where I live. Behind it was some kind of stable, that I had to put in the drawing. As I walked over to check out the stable, I saw some little white holding pens, small enough to hold a rabbit. They were elevated, without tops, and when I walked over and looked inside, I saw birds. There were some finches, and some hummingbirds tending to thier young. (all this walking towards the building had soemthing to do with me getting an eraser and ruler to draw with.

As I walked away from that back to the place I was drawing, I wound up in a room with some friends. One was a man that was sarcastic and recently hurt by a woman. One was a black woman in a red outfit, and the other was a silent woman. He and I spared over art, and some other things, one being relationships. I managed to convince him of something before the end of the conversation, I can't remember exactly what that was. But he seemed willing to not give up on love by the end.

I continued to draw this building.

Friday, May 4, 2007

sporatic

Last nights sleep was sporadic, and not good. I dreamt of freight elevators. Dreamt of dogs and cats fighting. I dreamt of conspiracy. Closed in rooms. Dark clouds. And i wasn't in a bad mood when I laid down.

huh. I think I need a nap. And its only 9:30 am.

Monday, April 30, 2007

The house

In my dreams I continually dream of this one location. It happens in various spots that I visit in my dreams. I am a continous traveler. Going all night long in my dreams from one spot to another.

There is a swirling visual vortex in my mind right now bringing flashing images of all the houses I have dreamt about, the stairs, the great rooms, the kitchens, and of course, the bathrooms.

This one house in particular looks like a 70's structure. Lots of glass looking out over various landscapes, including the ocean. Its a multi-level dwelling and the first room I always see from the outside as I approach it is a kitchen. Next to it is a great room with a huge stone fireplace. Very lodge like in appearance, except for the vast 60ft smoke tinted windows. I always have a hint of desire to reside there every time i see this building.

Well last night as I approached it, it looked the same. But when I got up next to it, i realized they had created a bar out of it. Smokey, lots of people, and lots of neon. I walked right by thinking how sad. That was a beautiful place one time.

I really need to get a book on dream analysis.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Dinner for Breakfast

Part of last nights dream, I was in my town, visiting a relative. They had a gorgeous home, lots of picture windows looking onto wonderful landscapes including the ocean. I remember I was there to take care of their pets or something, realized they had come home. I heard voices in the kitchen. I went in and there was about 12 of them sitting around eating various foods. Lasagna, Pizza, Hamburgers, BarBQue... Etc. My first thought was, SEE? it doesnt matter what you eat for breakfast.

Then they said, Hey! Sorry we didn't tell you we were home. Want something to eat?

Then i realized they had all these adopted children, and I was so impressed how well they all got along. It was a really nice feeling dream. I left the house thinking, I hope someday that we (austin and I) are part of a family. And have a big kitchen and a yard to play in.

good dream most of the night.