Thursday, December 13, 2007

Colin Firth

I have NO idea what that is all about. But, i was working for Colin, house sitting while he was on an overseas shoot or something. Funny, he kept coming back before he was leaving to check on things. I was suspicious. Sexy... i don't know what it is about him. He had two cats, one of which hated me, one loved me.

In the house was a huge crystal globe, with some kind of scene in it. Don't remember exactly what was inside. Antique so i think it was a cherub of some kind. it was 2ft in diameter or bigger. (And there was this incredible crystal snow globe type thing. It was surrounded by a patina-ed brass ring with knobs that you used to rotate it. It was shielded in the back by a deep blue enameled brass sheet, curved to fit the globe. Star scene. Inside the globe was a scene representing some kind of village, but all I could focus on was the figurine in the middle. Not a cherub really but a winged creature, and childlike.) Then he left. As he walked outside, I watched him go. As I watched out the window, a movie started running. He and I were in a movie together. We had children, and there was some costuming. And we were kissing. Lovely.

I really should write these things first off in the morning.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Old boyfriend, mudslide and drugs

Man. dreams are so weird. I only remember part of this dream. An old boyfriend of mine was hanging out with me. He had drugs with him that he spilled all over the kitchen floor, I kept thinking, my parents are coming, or someone important, and I had to clean that up! I was trying to save some of it and realized I was obsessing over nothing.

Then he and I went to his place because we got some kind of warning that one of his horses was in trouble. So we took off to his house. I got worried because his wife was going to be there, and didn't want her to be upset he was hanging out with me! She arrives on a moped, and the dogs come running. Everything turns out to be ok. We had some serious negotions with someone, and there was a huge mudslide underneath their home.

I woke up feeling cold and confused.

edit: i realized something this morning, that I dreamt about oprah over and over again before I moved to SB. I wonder if that was some kind of premonition that I would be living in Santa Barbara?

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

someone new

In my dream, someone new had found me. And wanted to be with me, all the time. It was a very nice communication that we had. Someone with blonde hair blue eyes, younger than me. He was kind, and energetic. Mentally compatible, laughed easily, and fit perfectly with me. I hope he is close by. I could use a reprieve from the land of the dominant overpowering male ego. He washed my cares away. I love dreams like that.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Time with you

I was at a house with relatives and friends. You showed up at the front door. I was so happy to see you. I was trying to get out of the house to have a walk and talk to you. We were hugging and kissing. The usual stare down was happening. I finally got someone to watch the little guy and we were headed out the door. As we walked down the street someone was following us. We were being shadowed by someone. They said, I don't want to see you two make a mistake. WE both said in unison, we are FRIENDS! And got frustrated. We ended our walk, and you left. I went inside to find out about my son.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

kidnapped

Ok. I was out on a date with a man, and my son was along with us. He seemed like a nice person, but I was watching the time while we were driving. He drove us around for almost two hours. I said, where the h*ll are we going? Just then I noticed out the window of the car, we were in the country on a dirt road, and I panicked. I said, pull over the car right now. He wouldn't. He was going slow enough for me to jump out of the van we were driving in, but my son was left in the car. The man didn't stop. He kept going. I was a mess about what was going to happen to my child.

I walked a bit further down the road and found myself at a cabin. There were all kinds of people in this cabin. A wife and her husband, who was suffering some kind of shell shock. A little girl, and a few others. I seemed to connect with this shell shocked man. He didn't say much and was kind of out of it most of the time. Mumbling and making wild gestures. He took me outside and I discovered all kinds of animals that could talk to me. Interesting they were all excited to see me for some reason. Nice animal love. LOL.

Then I went back inside and was asking these people all kinds of questions. Seemed that they too had been kidnapped by the man, and left at the cabin. I asked why they didn't leave or find a way to get out. There was all kinds of food, and drinks. I asked how they got there. NO one seemed to know, and they had been there for some time. I managed to convince the little girl that it was time for us to take a walk and find something or someone, and get everyone out of there. So we did. As soon as we made it halfway down the road, a few cars pulled up to save us, and my son was in one of them. We were rescued.

The next part of my dream, I was at a resort of some kind, and I was with all kinds of beautiful people. I was a clothes designer, and I was making dresses. There was a dark haired man there, (again) and he was with someone else. I was taking some outfits and mixing others with it together. I don't remember the outcome of the dream.

but I do remember that complex series of buildings and the people the man had left behind there. Some kind of collection, like dolls or something. I remember braided rugs, antiques that looked like they hadn't been cleaned in years. Different cabins that were much smaller and all were furnished.

in the hills. green grass. dark trees like it had just rained or was winter. but it wasn't cold out.

Monday, November 19, 2007

The Dark Haired Man

The past couple of nights there has been a dark haired man in my dreams. Interesting enough, I woke up on Saturday went about my business, thinking all the while I had an actual conversation with him in life. I don't know who he is, and I can't seem to get a clear picture of his face in my mind. I do know that we had wonderful conversation where we both were at ease and interested in talking long hours.

Last night I dreamt about a piece that I am working on for my sisters winery. (In my mind I am sure that she was up fretting about it and worried me from the distance to make sure I understood her angst.) The dark haired man was there again as well. He is very reassuring. I like him. After I had gone through the presentation of my piece (in my dream) I got a phone call. It was from a woman that my ex recently met. She was asking me all kinds of questions about him. I will be interested to talk to him to find out if some of the things I saw in my dream are mannerisms or descriptive of her. She is a foreigner, with dark curly hair. She had been in the states for sometime, and had no determinable accent. She asked me about his honesty and character. I was vague. In my mind I was thinking that is something she has to find out on her own. I will not darken her image of him with my experience.

Wonder where the dark haired man is? Will I meet him soon?

Monday, November 5, 2007

Crazy Dreams

The wacky dreams are back. I had some seriously wild ones on Saturday night. There was a theater troupe involved. We were at some ones house, it was Fall. I remember everyone coming in costume for a party, but it wasn't a Halloween party. I remember looking at all the art in the room, wondering if I had done it. The man I had met that night was there. He was dressed up in some really strange costume and was being very covert. It made me very upset. Even when I wandered away from the "party of actors" this person followed me. I was looking for brass or something to create art supplies. Also searching for photo opportunities. And he was stalking me.

weird. listen to your gut was the only thing I could think of.