clarity

Last night I was in that place between waking and sleep. and I was seeing underwater images as clear as if they were on TV. Most of the time my dreams are fuzzy, like I am seeing without my glasses. I remember thinking, look how clear this is!

Too bad it wasn't about lottery numbers or buried treasure. But If i could capture images that well, i wouldn't have to worry about money.

more to come.

Filming Water

I had a dream that I was in my house, and had a group of friends over. We were planning a trip to a theme park, and everyone was there. I was trying to round some things up before leaving the house, because the maids were coming to clean. Nice Mediterranean home, furnished, and everyone was having drinks. The maids showed up and were two spanish girls that were very friendly. And they were giggling and tellin me what needed to be done. Before we left they were already turning up the stereo, and dancing around with brooms.

We were leaving to go to the beach or park, and I was talking to someone that filming the event. We were laughing and enjoying each other getting along fine, but for some reason, I couldn't talk to him further because of another friend. Then there was another film maker. He and I were talking about the technical aspects of what we were going to film.

We get to the water park, and one of my friends is shunning me. Like she is totally embarrased by me. I am confused as to why this is happening. And then everyone else wanders off and isn't talking to me. Weird midgets appear again, and then I woke up.

man. I had a really bad feeling about this when I woke up. someone in my life is not being honest with me. And its affecting the people around it. I also think there is some kind of bad feeling I have about some of my friends. One in particular. She is not the person I thought she was. But that is not my problem, my problem is that it is hurting my feelings. I am letting it hurt my feelings.

dreams are weird.

Garden

I was having this really nice dream about people and developing some ideas, going places. But at the end of the dream, there was a man that had some experiments he wanted to show me. And some things buried in the garden that he was trying to get rid of.

So we were standing there and he digs up this vile with a bug in it. I was kicking around in the dirt, and a millipede crawled out of the test tube, and it started climbing under my big toe. I was shaking and shaking to get it off, but I couldn't. Then I woke myself up out of fear. Unfortunately that was the last vision and I couldn't remember the good parts of this dream.

stupid head. what am i thinking about? Am I ruining my chances by stirring up some dirt?

Will Farrell's wedding

Last night i dreamt i was at a wedding. Turned out it was Will Farrell's. Wasn't a huge explosive event, something small at a quaint club in the mountains. Anyway, lots of people I don't know. Not anyone famous, but a good cast.

I wasn't actually a bridesmaid or anything, but it seems I was friends with them. ended up spending the night. At one point in the evening, I was sleeping by the window. I see this flashlight, and a man. I wasn't afraid, because he was humming/singing. I knew it was the recent groom. He started saying my name. I opened the window, and let him in. He was trying to flirt with me, but mostly he was being goofy... well cuz he is will F. after all. I said, what are you doing here? He said, I realized that I don't want to be married, after watching you all day at the reception. I said, tough shit! and laughed. WE had a long talk, and then another party ensued.

A big banquet, where everyone was dressed up. We were all going to sing karoke. There were so many beautiful talented people there, i was afraid to get up and sing... but I was determined. Woman in chains kept coming to my mind, and also chain of fools. My turn didn't come, and I woke up.

there was a lot more to this, but the dream is fading.

Sex Dreams

I had a long night of various sexual activities last night. All with strangers. Sorry men who know me, it was all random. A young man for sure was interested, but you know how that goes, you are always moving through dreams at their pace. I remember sand, sun, and lots of water. And a kind set of lips and arms caressing me. As i did in return.

sure didn't want to wake up today. nope.

Grandparents

I had a dream about my son and his grandparents. I dreamt that they were visiting and my son was talking to them while I held him. It was a nice dream.

Soon, they will be here, and he will feel settled.

Riverboat

I dreamt of being in a house by the river. I was visiting someone I think someone I was romantically involved with. As I looked out into the river, my phone rang. It was a friend, and he was crying. I thought it was someone else at first, and got confused. Then once he started describing what was going on, I realized it was B. We had a long conversation about how he was being hurt by someone, and I was telling him what I thought about it. How he had made this choice in a moment of weakness, bought the facade full on, and he had to separate himself from it. He kept on crying. I said, do you need me to come and see you? No he said. I will deal with it. I said OK. And then we talked a bit more.

After that I was at a manufacturing plant on this river watching people work in the warehouse area. They said, we have a problem, and then one of the workers, who of course was a midget (cuz no dream is complete without a midget-giggles) dove into the river. She swam a specific distance, and then her supervisor, who was timing her with a stopwatch, said see? Our timing is all off. Then I looked up. Across the river was a huge amusement park. Going towards it was a paddle boat. I said "Let's get on the boat and go for a ride. Its been too long since I have been on a paddle boat. And we can go have fun." No one wanted to come along. But I waited anyway. I was going with or without them.

then I woke up. sadly. I hope that B is ok.